Lord Jesus: Your trust enslaves My Heart. Trust must be combined with deeds, but it is trust precisely that causes you to serve Me out of love and not out of fear. I wish that you would love Me, that you would feel happy and safe near Me, and not be frightened when you see Me.
(…) I desire to be loved. Fear My anger against My infidels (…) they do not know My voice, do not want to hear it at all. (…) these souls are not capable of feeling remorse and love. If they felt remorse… It is a great grace to feel remorse. Man thinks that out of fear everything will change within him at the moment of death and he will feel sincere remorse, but it is not so. The one who is in the clutches of the devil, he also, and even especially at the moment of death, is in those clutches.
Satan does not back down for a second at the moment of death, because it is the time when he tears away the soul from Me for eternal torments. He will put his best efforts to oppress the soul so much, so that she may not be able to see any light at the moment of death. If man during life, in a moment of terror, in unexpected circumstances, did not call out My Name, he also will not call it out at the moment of death, when his terror reaches its zenith and will be so great that out of fear he will forget everything that he has learned during life. A small child, when afraid, calls his father. He does not think much but calls his father or mother, does he not? In the same way, a child of God, when frightened by something, right away calls My Name or the Name of My Blessed Mother, and we always come to his rescue. But if you did not call for Me or My Mother during life, you will also not call now.
The soul committed to the devil remains under his influence to the end, and what is he if not hatred and fear? A soul subjected to him is only able to feel this, because Satan rules so far in this soul that he will not allow an awakening in her in this last hour. The soul full of fear and hatred blasphemes God, imposes Him conditions, curses Him, and reproaches Him everything, defends and justifies herself, but is not capable of sincere remorse. She is not able to look at her life in the truth, because she is blinded by pride and precisely because of that pride she blasphemes God. Because she does not want to reconcile with the fact that this God, laughed at and derided through her whole life, has full authority upon her and actually takes away her miserable life. Such a soul is submerged in despair and is not prone to emotions, but to attack, to attack upon God Himself. This is a great torment. Unfortunately an eternal torment.
(…) These are rare cases when someone dying perceives My light. Generally it happens as a result of fervent prayers of the family of the dying. The living or the dead, but this grace rarely concerns families that are spoiled by sin. Then, there are no saints who could intercede for such a soul. These are cases concerning good families, who have holy ancestors and for these ancestors I sometimes have mercy upon such a soul. However, then terrible suffering awaits her.
Translated from : Kompendium z Orędzi na Czasy Ostateczne, które własnie nadeszły (z tomow 1-8), Warszawa 2010, p. 177-178