Dear reader, I am giving you the second volume of “The Messages for the End Times that are upon us”. From what I see, Lord Jesus was correct when He spoke in the first volume about the reaction of the world and people to these messages. In many circles, they were accepted with joy and they are already the source of conversions. Unfortunately, the negative response in the form of a decisive attack took place just as quickly. It began as soon as 48 hours after their presentation at the Niepokalanów Hermitage in Grzechynia. An unexpected attack came from those closest to me who were also unsympathetic or undecided about us going to Brussels in order to propose a change of the European Union flag.
God’s actions in the modern world are difficult to comprehend to many people. Many desire and even wish that Lord Jesus would not enter into the space of their personal lives and that He would not cross their boundaries. (Mt 8,34). Some go even further and say that His revelations, intervention and actions ended two thousand years ago. In this way, they want to close God’s mouth at all costs.
However, God is active in the world and among us. He uses man as an instrument of His grace and His work. A special example of God’s work in the twentieth century is Saint Padre Pio and sister Rita. These two blessed heroes, not only through the gift of words, visions and prophecies, but also through mystical works were a living sign of the influence and revelation of God. Thanks to God’s intervention, through them, His grace was experienced by Cardinal Joseph Mindszenty, the Primate of Hungary (1892 – 1975) and Pope John Paul II (1920-2005). (Antonio Socci, “Father Pio. The Secret of Life”, p. 171, Henryk Bejda, “The Secret of Salvation, An Unknown Episode of the assassination. Did Sister Rita Save the Pope?”)
In his great pride, the modern man does not want God, does not want to hear his speech, does not allow any of his interventions. That is why, in today’s world the prophecy of the prophet Amos resonates very strongly: I hate, I abhor your holidays. For when you offer me burnt offerings and your sacrifices, I hate it, and I do not want to look at the sacrifices of fattening oxen. Go away from me with the noise of your fists, I do not want to hear about the sound of your harps. (Am 5, 21-24). Many priests of Christ’s Church also went this way, putting themselves in the line of the final dissidents. Therefore, for this rebellion against listening to God and for ceasing to worship Him, they will be paid with God’s curse, which God will cast on them and at the same time curse their blessing. The Lord God will do or is already doing it, because they do not take it to heart (Mal 2, 1-2).
The Lord God’s request for this rebellious world is as follows: Recognize your insignificance and dependence, and then you will be able to see My Love. An arrogant soul will never understand the extent of love that I embrace it with, for it will always look to see whether My Law, My Words given through the little ones of this world, does not offend it. You arrogant soul, humble yourself, because the time of this kingdom of self-sufficiency is coming to an end and you will not even notice as you will stand naked and vulnerable in front of your Creator to justify your time on earth. Pride will not find the words to speak. I tell this to you, you must start seeing now, because later you will not be able to see and given over to satan’s kingdom, where I will not be able to do anything for you anymore. Now, I am still calling and asking you to take off the crowns from your heads, for the gate of Heaven is too narrow for those who fail to bow before the Creator to pass through it. (Messages for the End Times, which are upon us. June 26, 2010, volume 5) Today’s man is not aware of God’s kindness towards those who love him. He is not a haughty God, but a God of trust and closeness. He expects from man entrustment, full of confidence and closeness. Tell My children, let them not treat Me as a stranger, an imposed God. This is not to be understood by you, how ready I am to lean down to a man. (Messages for the End Times, which are upon us, April 11, 2010, v. 4, typescript).
God, choosing Agnes for His tool, desires to show the world how he loved a person who is weak, helpless and only rely on Him. Through these messages God wants to show His love to all pagans. In reference to this, in all the volumes presented, there are enclosed all conversations and descriptions, because God desires to use this way in order to reach to people. God made, that from His Will Agnes received grace that is not solely hers, but through this grace she became His instrument through which God can show His love to people. God chose her as an imperfect child to shape her, and at the same time to show the world His Own perfection. God, leading Agnes in such a way, also leads anyone who wants to hear His Voice such way. God in His perfection loves every man with infinite might, and using her as an example shows us His patience, tolerance and inconceivable love. (…) Because your path is the way of a full conversion, starting from falling in love with God, through sacrifices, sufferings and a complete devotion for My Glory. I want to show you to the world as my chosen, who by My love I brought out of misery and brought on to the very heights of faith. My child, as the weakest and the smallest creature, you have been found and sanctified through Me.
Now I am your only Lord, and you serve Me with delight, for I have impressed My Holy Will on you and you will serve Me with full dedication. I want to show to your brethren how very much I love the humble souls, who do not exalt themselves with their intellect, which can see what a vast misery they actually are next to My Majesty. Children, I am not saying this to humiliate you, but in order for you to see the truth. You are nothing with your machines and wise books. With one act of My Will, everything this will turn to dust. Do not think that anything except prayer and penance can save you. Only My infinite Mercy protects you from annihilation, for in spite of your infinite misery, My Beloved Son has been given up and suffered for you, for the love I have loved you with knows no boundaries and the sacrifice which is made for you is interminable. I love every man. For Me his misery does not go into account, but the love and trust with which he addresses me, the only God. If a man regards me as his King, then I will appear to him as the King of Mercy. But if someone is afraid of My reign, then he will see the righteous King, and then his soul will tremble because no one will be able to hide from My Just punishment (Messages for the End Times, which have just arrived, 17 V 2010, vol. 4 typescript).
Fr. Piotr Maria Natanek
Would You come to me?
I am with you little one. I love you.
And I love You very much. I apologize that whatever I do today is wrong. What is happening to me again (…) ?
Do not cry little child. Jesus is with you.
Jesus, hug me. Take away the evil spirit that is presently haunting me.
CLING TO ME
Little one, I am with you. Cling to me. I know that you are being afflicted by the evil spirit(…)
Is it You Jesus, who is speaking?
Yes little one. Do you love Me?
I love You as I never loved anybody (…)!
Very well, little one. So, avoid all unnecessary thoughts and activities today. Think only of Me and how much you love Me and we will endure through everything.
I love You and I will always love You. Out of love, I entrust myself completely to You, Beloved Rabbi of my heart.
Very well little one. Remember, that I’m with you all day and all the time. Although you do not see Me, I am with you and I am supporting you. I love you my little one; you do not take your eyes off me.
Okay(…) Should I work?
PREPARE EVERYTHING AND LET’S GO TO PRINT IT
Yes, there is but a little time. Prepare everything and let’s go to print it. Everything will be successful. I love you little one and do not lose faith.
Amen little one. Amen.
X X X
My dear angel?
I am with you.
What should I do? (The Lord Jesus made me prepare a printout for my Confessor priest, but everything was going wrong, one thing after another was messing up, it was unbelievable that fulfilling this simple command seemed impossible. When Lord began to comfort me, I was completely broken down).
You must think of something.
Can I ask Jesus now?
Yes, you can.
X X X
I am here my little one.
(…) Is it vital that I deliver this printout, this Monday?
Yes child, it matters to Me great deal.
Do you want me to find a solution to my problem on my own?
MY SPIRIT IS LEADING YOU
Yes child. I know it is difficult for you, but it is My Spirit that leads you my little. Do as you feel that is right, agreed?
Yes. I love you, My Sweetest Master. I adore You, The Sweetness of my heart. I love You madly and I am all Yours.
Very well, little one. I’ll talk to you tonight.
Yes (…) Your God loves you.
And I adore You.
Amen, little child. Return to your obligations.
During the Holy Mass, I fixed my eyes on the image of the Holy Trinity in the main altar. God the Father in this picture seemed so beautiful and real that I could not stop looking at Him, and the love for Him grew so much in me that I did not know what to do, to that extend this feeling permeated me. I could also feel Him, His Love, with which He looked at me and said: Daughter… At one point, I felt Him lifting me towards Himself. I was as a small child. He was lifting me towards Himself this way several times. I was fulfilled with such a happiness that I was in tears, so I bowed my head low in order not to attract any attention from other people.
At another moment, God the Father stroked my cheek. His hand was warm and as large as all of my head. It is impossible to describe the security and happiness that comes while feeling Him as a Father. He is such beloved as there are none, even the most loving “you” persons in the world. I looked at the picture and noticed a shining rays of brightness around the Holy Spirit. Then, during the blessing, I knelt down and felt God the Father, standing in front of me and holding His Holy Hand on my head.
Through the entire pilgrimage (Night, walking pilgrimage to Niepokalanow), friends and strangers approached me. Everyone wanted to give me something. It was so intense and evident, that I felt as if I had an inscription on my forehead. And Jesus said to me: See how I love you?
THE LORD IS PRESENT IN HIS IMAGES
At some point, someone put a small statue of the Baby Jesus into my hands. Because the Lord was already preparing me for this, showing that He is present in His images, and when venerated in them, he comes alive, I hugged the Baby Jesus, and He seemed to look back at me with a Lively Eyes.
Unfortunately, the figure was for everyone and I had to pass it along. Soon afterwards, however, it was returned to me, and at the last stage of the pilgrimage I got to carry it. During that time, there was a terrible freezing and windy weather. I wrapped the Child in a shawl and pressed it under my coat close to my bosom. When it was windy, I hugged it and protected it with my arm even more. All the time I was watching whether He could breathe and whether He was comfortable there. Although I knew that some folks would look at me as if I was deranged, I felt that I was not carrying a doll, but a small, defenseless Jesus.
When I bent over to kiss Him, I heard His quiet, soft breathing. For a moment He made a louder sound , but did not cry. He was breathing quietly and evenly, and when I heard it, I was so moved and touched… Here I am carrying God in my unworthy hands. When I leaned again to kiss Him, I saw and felt His little Hand touching my face in the same way infants do. The Infant Jesus was touching my face in the same manner during the Holy Mass before Host Elevation. And then I came to notice that His Tiny Hands have red Wounds, in the same place where the Hands of Christ were pierced. Wounds were also visible on the Child’s feet. It was a terribly painful sight.
I said: Lord, but it is only a Child. And Jesus responded: Yes, but it was in My Infancy when I agreed to undergo My Sorrowful Passion.
X X X
Yes child. I am here and I am waiting for you. Later on, you will jot down everything. I’ll help you. Do not be afraid that you will forget. I will give you My Spirit.
Beloved, let it be so. Everything the way You wish it.
I, GOD, AM SO LONELY IN THIS WORLD
Very well, my little one. Finally, we can talk. I liked it when you caressed Me as an Infant. How much you loved me. I, God, am so Lonely in this world. So few people love Me like you do. And I am the most worthy of this love. Why don’t all of you believe?
Beloved, Holy Rabbi. People are so lost, that they are not even aware that such Love exists, that everyone is really searching for You and not for the ideal relationships. The perfect relationship can only be with You and through You, True Love.
WITHOUT GOD, NOTHING IS HOLY
Yes it’s true. They strayed away. Nothing without Me is holy and they will not be able to build anything because love without God does not exist. What is left is vain desire to posses someone’s acceptance and to possess another human being. However; this is not love and it has nothing to do with Me.
The sweetest Master, it is You who sanctifies the marriages so that spouses become the source of peace and fulfillment for one another.
THE TRAGEDY OF PRESENT-DAY MARRIAGES
Yes it is I, however your marriages that are not blessed by Me are like pagan relationships. They do not receive graces, just like marriages concluded in My Name, but without Me. Why do you come to make vows to Me, if you do not have God in your hearts? What do you need Me for? I will not bless you if you do not believe in Me and you approach the Sacraments in a sacrilegious manner. These deceptions of yours pain Me. Is it God that you want to deceive? Children? You want to build your happiness on My pain? Your “vows” offend Me. What do you base your vows on if you do not know Me? Who am I for you?
Lord, no one taught them faith. Sanctify Your priests, so they can open their hearts when they educate them.
THE SACRAMENT OF PRIESTHOOD IS DEPRAVED
My little one, the sacrament of Priesthood is as much depraved as the sacrament of Marriage.
Yes child. This means that My Law is not respected in these Sacraments. What are the Sacraments without God? The essence of the Sacraments is My real presence in them. And I am not needed in them anymore. I am not needed in my churches, convents…
Beloved Rabbi, I love You. We need you in our hearts, in our lives!
Yes little one, you and a few others like you. But who will bring the rest of my children to Me? Who will take care of them?
Let me bring them to You through Your messages full of graces. Master, I already want to share You with my brothers.
I know my little one. Do not keep anything for yourself. The more you give out, the more I’ll give you. I will not leave an empty spot in your heart. I will constantly refill it afresh, and you share Myself with everyone. I am the Light for every each soul.
Sweetest Jesus, I will try to give out even more. Do you have in mind that I wanted to cuddle you as an Infant God myself, and I gave too little of this grace to others?
BE HELPLESS IN MY ARMS, AND I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU
No little one. As an Infant, I wanted to be with you and you know that. I felt so good with you. Did you notice? I did not cry at all, I just cuddled to you. And you? Would you be able to trust Me in such a way and give yourself into My Hands? Look, you are a weak and unreliable being, and I – I was so vulnerable I gave myself to you. I trusted you. And yet how much more I should be trusted? I am Perfection. Reliable and Invincible God. Be defenseless in My Arms, and I will look after you. Did you feel how great love was in you for Me so helpless and surrendered to you? And I want to feel you that way. So tiny and cuddled into Me, not crying.
Beloved God. I understand that. I make You feel touched when I give myself to You endlessly. I am defenseless, and totally dependent on You.
Yes child. In that way I love you the most. Give yourself to the Father, who loves you little one.
GENEROSITY OF GOD THE FATHER
I am Yours Heavenly Father. It is in you, that lies my happiness and my life. Yes, little one. Father has everything for you; therefore wait patiently and you will see greater miracles. I am waiting for your total surrender.
My Father, don’t I give myself completely to you? What else should I do?
Trust Me even more. I will not hurt you. Why did you feel threaten? I will not allow you to be possessed. Don’t you know child that I will give you the sufferings that you can bear for me? I will not allow you to be hurt and insulted. You are My temple. (Jesus is calming me down because I heard about the Annelise Michel’s case. She agreed to suffer for the priests and German youth, and this suffering was the possession. I am very weak and cowardly by nature, so I was terrified. Jesus asked me on December 31st during the Holy Mass on (Jasna Góra) Bright Mountain, do I want to suffer for priests? I agreed.)
My Holy Jesus, it scared me because it’s so horrific. For everyone, and for someone who loves You … it makes me so terrified because I do not understand it, but certainly I do not have to?
I WANT TO HAVE YOU WITH ME ON MY GOLGOTHA
No, I will explain it to you child. Little one, I’ll tell you again. Do not be afraid My temple. I will not allow for disgrace to take place in you. I will not allow abjection in you. You are My beloved daughter and this is not what I need you for. My pleasure is to live in you, and there will be other distresses. You do not have to worry about it child because I am protecting you and I will not allow such things within you. Your God is telling you this. Listen to the Father and do not worry. Would I be able to bear the separation from you? Was this why I waited so long for you, so that we could be apart now? No child. You are attached to Me. The penance that I have will be different. You will carry My weights. I want to have you with Me at My Golgotha. Under the cross and on the cross, (…) Don’t I know what you are good for?
WAVE MY BANNER
We will work together. You who are My banner wave and call My children, because I send you among them, and you, inflamed with my love, will infect with it new souls.
I ALWAYS LOVE MY CHILDREN
Let them see how I have beloved you and how I could belove each one of them when they will give themselves to Me. It does not mean that I do not love them now when they are far from Me. I always love My children, but it means that I have the springs of graces for them as well. Will I only take you in My arms? No children. This depends from you. I have My Arms stretched wide opened for you all.
I LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU
My children… do you want to be pampered like she is, My little Agnes? Following her example come to Me. Extend your hands to the Father. Will I not love you and not coddle you? Do I love her more than you? No children. I love each and every one of you with the same, infinite love. I can not show the same, this love to everyone, because you children are too far away from Me. You do not see how I love you and do not hear My Voice. I would coddle you as well, but you would not be able to accept this Love. Purify yourselves children, and I will transform you and re-make you in My image.
THE MYSTERY OF SIN
I will heal you and tear down the barriers of sin between us. Where there is no sin, I am there. It does not mean that you will not to sin at all. I know that you are weak. But you renounce sin forever, and My Spirit will sanctify you and prepare you as a dwelling for Me. And when you receive Me, I will disgust sins to you, because I am so Sweet that you will no longer desire to draw from the earthly wells, but only from My Divine ones.
Beloved Savior, I thank You humbly for Your graces for me and for all who read these messages. I love You and bless You and I apologize for fear.
Do not be afraid anymore. She (Anneliese Michel) was a penitential soul and her suffering was terrible. Why such a penance has fallen on her, it is a long story and you do not need to know it, but only know that such sufferings will not come to you, because I beloved you so much My little child, that I will not allow the enemy to insult or torment you. Your suffering is listening to his interjections, but he will not torment you physically.
Thank You, Beloved Master. Let me take shelter in Your Holy Arms so that I will not be afraid anymore. I give my soul and body to You, Jesus. I am Yours forever and each of the hair on my head belongs to You, Beloved.
THE NEED OF FAITH
My little one, I like your faith. What I say, you believe it right away. This is how it should be all the time. Give yourself to Me. I love you so much little one. Don’t I know how easily you are frightened? Don’t you see how My angels protect you? And, even I Myself often come to watch over you, because I have loved you so much that I protect you in My Arms, as you yesterday protected Me from the cold.
ONLY GOD MAKES MAN HAPPY
I love you child, and you also love Me. Are we not the happiest ones? What does a man need more than just to feel Me? My children, these are just the illusions that you need all those things that satan is offering. Do not allow yourselves to be fooled. Man will only be happy with that, what I God am giving to him. I created you that way because that is My Will, to make all of you happy. Is not that so My little Agnes? Were you ever so happy and so loved without Me?
Master, I’ve dreamed about You all my life, and even though I knew that there were no ideals among people, I was too blinded to see Your Love and to think that You are the only One destined for me, that only with You I will be happy. You are the fulfillment of all my dreams about love. My imaginings are nothing when compared with what You the Beloved give to those who long for You.
GOD FELL IN LOVE WITH MAN
My little one. Also, I beloved you very much. God fell in love with man kind. Didn’t I die for you? I know you do not understand it. I did not die for all people at once. I was dying for each of you separately. I had each one of you before My eyes and I had to accept death for each single human being individually. In front of my eyes, I had all of your faces, children. I have not died for all unknown people. I died for you, Agnes.
My Father asked Me, if I am willing to die for you and I accepted this judgment without any hesitation. And now, children, read this last sentence, but instead of the name of Agnes, put in your own and you will understand that I love each one of you individually and for each of you I have gone through the whole Passion. There are pure souls that did not torture me as much as others, the ungrateful ones.
GIFT OF THE CONFESSIONAL
But children, you are all sinners and I pour out My Bloody Tears for each one of you, so do not think that it was them, the tortures who scourged Me two thousand years ago. No children, you are the ones that torture Me every day since then. How much more I have to suffer before you return to Me? I know, children, that these are difficult things for you to understand. I created you in the way so you would believe Me. What would it change if you understood everything? Where would be the place for a faith? Believe in My Love for you and hear My call. Everything that I have for you is good and if had happen that you were saved from death, illness or accident, it is I who saved you Myself. I carry you on my arms and rock to sleep when you cry. I am so Merciful, so reconsider children, how are you repaying Me for this Love and do not hesitate to reconcile with Me in the confessional.
PRIEST – SECOND CHRIST
Children, it is not the priest who sits there. It is I, through My servant, who is talking with you. Do not think about the priest and his imperfections, because I will settle it with him. Think only about yourselves and Me, because when you kneel in front of the confessional and want sincerely connect with Me, only the two of us are there .
My spirit speaks through the priest and what he says, I am Myself saying to you. And what you say to him – you say to Me, and what he will forgive you – I forgive you in Heaven and I do not remember anymore. For Me, you are clean and new. I want to live in you and spend every moment with you because you are My beloved children. If that happened that a priest has treated you badly, know that it was not I, but Satan impersonating Me. I am Love and even if I punish, I do it with Love, and My Wrath will not be known to those who will humble themselves and regret their sinful lives. Do penance for sins, because here on earth it is much easier than after death. After death, you are only at My grace, because you can not help yourself. Now you can help yourself and atone for with a lightweight penance in comparison with what it will be waiting for you in purgatory. Ask me for forgiveness and for penance and I will give it you. I will lead you straight to My Kingdom, where your souls will rest in happiness among other souls just as happy as yours. Heavenly happiness is as unimaginable for you as the infinity of the universe My children, but I tell you that you will achieve this happiness if you have faith.
BEG FOR THE GRACE OF FAITH
Therefore ask Heavenly Father for true faith, and you will receive it, for now, I have the last graces for the world. Now, I give away these graces. Therefore ask Me that I would also part My blessing to you. I am Jesus, the Son of the One God. The one who believes in me will not die, but will live forever. Amen.
Thank You Beloved Master for this wonderful message. You explain everything to us, Powerful, Infinite King of the World. Incomprehensible is the Humility and Love of Son of God, who cares so much for every lost soul.
My little one, you already understand a little bit of My Power, but I will reveal more to you, because I love you little One. Amen.
I love You and adore You my Holy, Almighty and Invincible God.
Depart in peace child. The message is finished.
Thanks be to God.
X X X
I am listening to you child.
I am sorry that I am so slow with my work on the pilgrimage and maybe You are not happy with me, but I want to pull myself together to do the job, perhaps if You just give me a week, I’ll prepare everything, okay?
Yes child. You have a week. Later on you will have other duties, so you must hurry up. Mother is not angry with you. I know that you have worked hard for my Son, but now we will work together for Him through My pilgrimage.
Yes, Dear Mother. I’m ready, I just wanted to ask You for directions.
Very well My child. What do you want to ask for?
Should I go to my parents tomorrow after meeting with my confessor?
Yes child. Go and take care of everything one by one.
Is it better to go to Wykrot and Kadzidło on Thursday or Wednesday?
On Wednesday it will be more successful.
Also, to father X?
Yes, go to him also.
Thank you, Holy Virgin. Should I know anything else?
No child. Just work for Me.
Dear Mommy, will you help me make a website for you?
Yes, My little one. Your mother will help you, and let your parents support you at every step. I will let you know what should be written there. I like the design of the website. X would write it well, but he does not want to serve God.
I know, Mother, but it will change soon, because Jesus promised, but I also know, the You can not wait.
Yes. It is true. The heart of God is hurting because X was granted with a lot of graces and he will be saved because your intercessory prayer is pleasing to God. He, however, disappointed His Heavenly Father.
I know Holy Mommy. Brake him. Let him recompense to the Father with a great zeal.
Satan is mad because he knows he will lose him soon.
Is it You Mother of God who is speaking?
Yes child. I was pleased with your nightly sacrifice.
I thank you, Dear Holy Virgin. I love You. Save him.
I will save him. God’s Mother always helps if she has something to use to sooth God, and you gave Me yesterday your sacrificial offering.
We thank You, Most Holy Mommy. Thank You for allowing me yesterday, to bring to You, Your Beloved Son.
Yes, My little one. The Lord has benevolence you. You are pleasing to Him more and more.
Thank You. My Lord and My God.
Very well My child. Depart now, because we have a lot of work and you did not pray yet.
Yes. I thank You My Holy Mother. I love You and I kiss You if I may.
You may. Do not think that I am an unapproachable Mother. You know yourself, that I do not allow people in the state of heavy sins to touch me, but you My little do not belong to them since long time. I love you and I embrace you in My Arms, my little chosen one.
Thank You, My Loving Mother.
Go in the peace of the Lord. Amen.
I am here little one.
Dear Master, I’m so happy to hear You. I love You.
Right away from the start? It is pleasing to hear that.
Jesus, is it You, who are speaking?
Yes, it is I.
I rarely greet You this way at the beginning. First, I always say that I’m sorry. Now, I want to apologize also, since I could not stand the pain and I could not keep it secret. (I had very severe headaches. Jesus taught me that our sufferings and penances are pleasing to Him when we accept them without grumbling and complaining).
I know. I am not angry. It was a lot of pain for you and it lasted a long time. Lord is pleased with you.
Is it You Beloved Rabbi?
Yes, it is I, little one. What is worrying you?
I do not know myself, I feel uneasy.
It is because you are tired and you have not managed to quite down yourself before the conversation. I have already been waiting for you. You speak beautifully of Me. You love Me, child. God’s heart rejoices seeing you enwrapped in love with Me.
Jesus, You know everything. You know how I beloved You. You know how I am missing You. But I am still far away to the love that You have for me.
Yes child. You know that I love you much more, but you as well will love Me far more .
Most Dearest Jesus, I never loved anybody like You.
I know little one, but do you want to love Me even more?
Yes, Most Loving God, I want to love You the most in the entire world (…).
Very well My little one. You will received it.
My Beloved, Mysterious God, all eternity is not enough to know Your Mysteries …
Yes, child, I am Immeasurable, but I will enhance your capabilities to get to know Me. I, God, want to reveal Myself more to you. Let your love blossom for Me, My little one. You truly love Me.
I want to love You such, that You will always rejoice when you think about me, that I would be a Your comfort, Your rest and satisfaction for sins.
Do you want to feel them more?
Yes, Lord. You know that I want it very much.
You will receive this grace.
Beloved Master, I humbly Thank You. I will offer it daily in the intentions of Your Mother, although I am very unworthy but I still want to serve You as You wish.
My little one, My balm, You are My consolation.
BE MY BALM
Beloved, make me into Your favorite balm. Let me be Your steadfast consolation, though I am weak and unreliable and unworthy of this grace, You can change me Lord, that I may serve You better. I want to do Your will.
SATISFACTION TO GOD
My little one, how pleasing are your words to God’s Heart. Come, love Your God, because the blows inflicted by unbelievers are heavy. I am suffering and I have very little compassion. There is no one to dress My Wounds. Come to me and alleviate Your God by loving me.
Lord, I am at your command. I will never stop loving You.
My dear, you did a good job today, but now go to sleep and I will talk to you tomorrow. Sleep my child. Father is with you.
Very well, Holy God. I will do as You told me.
Good Night. Amen
I am here little one.
I welcome You, My Master.
Hello, little one. What do you have to say to me today?
That I love You and need You more than air, because without air one can live, but without You there is no eternal life.
You said well, My little student. Master is pleased with you.
My beloved Rabbi, I am very happy when You are pleased. Always unchanging and constant, sometimes sad and occasionally irate. I would like to help You so much that You will always be gratified, as long as You want to use me.
Well, my little one. I will use you. You will work hard for Me, but I see that you take pleasure in working for Me?
Yes Master. You are a dreamed up Boss. Very demanding, very forbearing and also extremely supportive in every task.
Yes child. Now you feel that I am with you in every activity that I entrust to you.
Yes, My Dear Rabbi. I feel that You are always in my life.
My little one, did you want to ask me about something?
Yes Beloved, I wanted to ask if yesterday afternoon You were with me when I was hurting so much?
I was with you.
You put Your hand on my head and said that You take away the pain so that I can leave the house.
Yes My little one.
But this pain subsided a little, and then it was more intense.
GOD NEEDS YOUR SUFFERING
I know child. I’ve helped you, so you could get to your destination, but later I needed your suffering.
I thought that the pain will disappear completely after you touched me.
No child, I left you only as much pain as you could withstand. You atoned for important matters yesterday. You do not even know how important.
Should I know?
You know what it was for, you just do not realize how important it was.
Oh, but I suffered for a while. Would the graces flow then?
They will flow child, but be patient, because not immediately.
But you told me Master that you do not have time.
Do not worry about this child, I am the One who sets the time. I told you, that you people do not have time.
Yes, Beloved, Almighty God. That’s what you have said.
Okay, what else?
PRAY FOR PRIESTS AND DO NOT VILIFY THEM
The day before yesterday You said that if someone was hurt by a priest, You were not in that priest but only the devil impersonating You. And I wanted to ask You, whether You spoke in general or pertaining to the time during confession?
BREAK THE THREAD OF PRIESTLY UNBELIEF AND DEBAUCHERY
I spoke generally. Do not hold priests in contempt, because then I as well will hold you in contempt. Do not judge. If some priest has done wrong to you, go to another. I still have some faithful sons, they will help you. And for those who did not help you, pray children, instead of grumbling, because by grumbling, you support the work of satan, and these priests are only getting worse. Only with prayer and mercy you can destroy and break this thread of unbelief and debauchery that satan has spread around my servants.
Thank you, Master. Can I wait with the purchase of the computer till after the twentieth?
Yes, you can wait. I know that you have a lot of expenses.
And today I bought a small gift for myself. Did I do wrong? Should I have not buy anything? (I went shopping with the intention of buying one thing that I needed. Although I did not look around at all, I noticed a small thing from a distance and I could not leave without it. Its cost was surprisingly symbolic).
I purchased it for you, little one.
Is it You saying it, Beloved Jesus?
Yes, I bought it for you, for the occasion of our feast.
JOY, HOLY LOVE OF THE BRIDEGROOM
Beloved, this is so lovely that I do not know what to say. I know You’re so good and wonderful, but in this way? In such small trifles?
My child, don’t you know that I love you? You decided to remember and to honor our feast with how you dress, and I decided to give you a present.
I had such a strong feeling that I should not give it to my mother.
Do not even give it a second thought. It is a gift from Me to you, that you (…) will rejoice and never forget that I am pampering you. Will you trust Me?
I will, in everything.
Do you doubt that I can buy you a present?
No Master. You are so magnanimous that it suits You. I even felt that it was You.
Yes, My little one. You have everything from me. I like to pamper you, my seven year old. (I asked Jesus to let me be as a child after death, the Lord asked me how old I want to be, and I replied that I do not know, that as old as He wants me to be. Jesus said that I will be seven years old).
My angel even told me that I am two years old, because I am with You for two years.
That’s true, but you’ll be seven years old. Just as you asked.
Thank You. I love You. You are Perfect.
I know, that’s why you love Me.
I do not know why I love You. Because You are so Good, Magnanimous, Infinite, Beloved, Affectionate, Holy, Omnipotent, Powerful, Glorified, and I can list like that forever. Because You gave Your life for me. You gave Your only human life without hesitation to be with me forever, to make me fall in love with You and take me to Your Kingdom, where I will sing to You forever!
Yes, My little one. I will take you. You will be a soloist among My angels.
I love you, The Most Blessed Rabbi. I have no words. You are so Good to me that I have no words, My Beloved.
I know child, My Love and Goodness overwhelm you. Nobody loved you as much as I love you and you slowly begin to believe in this Love. This begins to reach you that it is I, God Almighty, so much beloved you that I am coddling you in My Arms endlessly. Do you see that I can make you happy?
Dear Rabbuni, only You know how to make me happy. Only you know my heart without end. I have never been so happy in my entire life and I am sure that You have prepared for me such wonderfulness in Heaven … You make everyone individually happy, because you know whom You had created and what everybody needs.
Yes, my child. Your Master knows everything. Do you love Me, little one?
I love You very much, my Beloved Master, the Sweetest God, the Longed for Savior, Pined for Rabbi.
My little one, you have many names for Me, and I have so many graces for you little child.
Beloved, I’m melting in You. Thank you. You are so Generous …
DIFFICULT DAYS WILL COME
Yes, I am My child. Do not worry about the days that will come. They will be difficult ones, but will your Savior leave you child? Never. I’ll never leave you. You see, you are like a small child about whom you talked about with your girlfriend. When I chastise you, you think I will leave you, that I will get angry with you, that you are not good enough for me. Child, I chose you from millions. Do you think that I did not know your faults? I will not leave you even if you sin because I know your weakness.
TIE YOURSELF TO ME, HELP ME OUT OF LOVE
I have attached you to Myself and you, child, tie yourselves to Me. You will never be without Me. Everything about us is decided. Try to help Me out of love, not out of fear that I will leave you, because it will not happen.
My Beloved, I never thought about myself in that way, but it’s true. I am so afraid that You will see that I am improving too slowly and You will stop talking to me. I am afraid that I will waste such a holy opportunity by laziness, neglect or pride.
My little one, you see it yourself. I know everything about you even before you realize it. You remember how ridiculous the boy’s fears seemed to you, and now you yourself say things like that. My child, they are just as much unreasonable to Me. Father will never leave His beloved daughter. Do you believe Me, Agnes?
But does it mean that You will always talk to me?
Yes. Always. It may happen that you will not hear Me for a while but then you will know reason why it happen. But I will always come back to you and we will talk.
Rabbuni, will we always talk?
Yes, little child. Forever.
Thank you, Beloved Master. I believe in all Your Words, but I would like to believe even more and that is why I will pray today the chaplet You gave me.
Very well, pray this chaplet because it has a great power. You will see. (The chaplet of entrusting to Divine Providence: In the beginning: Jesus, who have pulled me out of darkness and now lead me by my hand to Your Kingdom, I give myself entirely to You, my heart, my mind, my hands and my legs, my weaknesses, doubts and my instabilities. Form me according to Your image; On large beads: Jesus, Beloved of my heart, increase my faith and grant that I would blindly trust You without a doubt, On small beads (10 times): Jesus, I trust in You, At the end (3 times): Jesus I am entirely Yours).
Okay, Rabbuni. I will do as you wish.
Well, for sure, pray it today. Maybe with your mom. You two are inseparable.
Yes, Dear Jesus. My Sweetest Life. I love You.
Very well, My little one. I am happy too. Go back to work. Amen
X X X
Dear angel Bartholomew?
I am listening.
May I talk to you?
You may. Will you pray the litany?
I will pray it. Forgive me for being neglectful. I can not manage my time. I would like to organize myself better, but I do not know how to go about it.
THE HELP OF AN ANGEL
I know, I will help you. This is your weak spot. You lose a lot of time by doing many things at the same time, and even if you do one, you think about another, on top of this you do not finish what you start and you have a mess. This is the reason. I will help you if you ask me.
I will make an effort. And will you help me even in asking you for help? To get up in the morning and to pray an hour? I would like it so much.
I’ll help you. Ask me what you intended to ask, because it’s late, you still have prayers and you have to get up early in the morning.
I wanted to ask about X and X sisters?
Unbelievable, you guys are in such a hurry…
THE POWER OF THE HOLY MASS AND INDULGENCES
I know, I’m sorry. But did indulgences help them or was is there something else? The nuns are still especially praying for them.
They are in much better situation now. You do not even want to know how horribly tormented they were and in what a disgusting way. Now the devils can not torment them any more, but they still have to repent because their transgressions against God were many.
What is the best way to help them.
Well… offer Masses and indulgences in their intentions. They have sin a lot and the Lord slowly counts subtracting their years.
She is in Heaven.
Yes. Lord has accepted all of your prayers for her.
She does not need prayers anymore?
NOW IS THE TIME OF GOD’S MERCY
No, she does not need it anymore. Do not forget that now is the time of God’s mercy. All prayers have twice the merit.
Thank you very much. (…) And X?
His situation is negatively peculiar, but he is alive.
Does it mean he is saved, but he needs prayers?
Yes, he needs a lot of prayer. He was not a good person.(…)
Thank you very much. Is it the best to pray through indulgences and Holy Masses?
Yes, these forms of restitution for their sins carry the greatest weight in Heaven.
Will you tell me something about X?
X …, I know. He died tragically in Katyn. His family was in despair, but they are presently all dead and now nobody is praying for him. You will help him a lot. Lord wants you to pray for him.
Was he a very bad person?
No, not very bad. But he was slothful and is suffering a lot, and there is still much before him. He pleaded for your help.
How is it? Souls in purgatory can not ask for themselves?
He can not pray directly for himself, but he could ask you to pray for him.
But how come?
Aaa… you would like to know everything.(…)
Have the mother’s shoes been accidentally damaged or by an evil spirit? (After the Enthronement Devotion of Jesus Christ the King in the family, my mother noticed an amazing change in her new shoes, the sole of one shoe was burned, scarred and cracked across the entire width, while the second sole remained completely unscathed).
By the evil spirit. They are mad at you and curse you, but that’s all what they can do.
That means they came to ruin her shoes?
Yes, they damaged it and many other things.
And should mom go to meet with X?
She should, she cannot get out of it.
Or is it better not to go?
No, it will not change anything. I will not tell you more, because they will not allow us to talk anyway. (This evening, bad spirits were very much disturbing).
Thank you very much. I think it’s too late and I hear badly. I kiss you and bid you Good Night.
Mother of God, can I talk to You?
My Mother, I apologize for so many bad emotions today.
(…) My child, do not despair. My works must be difficult. I am helping you. Do not think that I have left you on your feast day.
It’s so difficult to put it all together. You know, Mother of God, how difficult it is.
I know My child, but do not worry about the pilgrimage and there will be a Mass celebrated. You said yourself that if I want it, it will happen, period. Have you lost faith in Me My child?
No Mother of God. I apologize for my empty heart today. I feel terrible.
Because you are arguing. On contrary everything must be offered to the Lord.
Oh, Mother of God, but how? How to put up with it? Allow to be treated in such a way and not to react at all?
LORD JESUS DID NOT DEFEND HIMSELF
My child, my Son was so insulted and did He defend Himself? Did He protest? No child. He allowed people to say the worst things about Himself. He endured the worst of accusations in humility. Imitate Him, all of you.
I will try Mother of God. Help me my Dear Mother, Everything is becoming so difficult.
My child, I support you and that you do not feel it, this I know. Let not every unfriendly face that you come across to deeply worry you. You will meet a lot of such people. Give Him, this suffering. Child, I need your sufferings for My pilgrimage. But you are in full knowledge that everything will work out because I want it so. All problems are allowed in order for you to humbly impetrate the graces. Have confidence, and Mother will not let you down. Do you remember what My Son have told you?
Yes, Dear Mother, that I would trust You blindly.
Exactly. This work will not fall, because I have decided so, and you do not worry ahead of time, just work. Everything will be fine.
Thank you for this consolation Dearest Mother. Be with me, please, so that I will organize everything adequately for You. I want to help, only sometimes there are these difficult moments and now it is one of them.
No My child, now, it is not a difficult one yet.
My Mother, thank You very much for the conversation and that you have comforted me.
I see that I have not consoled you too much, but I say to you, you will accomplish everything, and endure all the crosses with contentment, since receiving them is a grace in itself.
Okay, I will try to endure them better (…)
Depart in peace. Amen.
X X X
I welcome You, Master.
I had terrible thoughts in the church, I felt rejected by You as if I had mortally sinned.
I know child, it is satan who torments you. Do not give an ear to him.
At last I hear You. So clearly, so safe … Thank You for being with me. I also feel very unworthy of Your graces. I should be better.
You will be better my child. Give everything to Me, and I will make You in My resemblance.
I love You, Jesus. You know, yesterday I was thinking that You are so close to me and such my Beloved, that I feel as if You are the closest person in the world to me. I have with You so many secrets and I trust You so much.
My little one, the heart of God rejoices. You say I’m the closest to you… hmm… How long I have waited to hear this, little one… That’s true… You are feeling our bond. Our bond is sanctified by Me and exists only between us. With nobody else I have such a bond like with you, because no one else is like you. Therefore our Love is the only one. Do you know how I love you?
Jesus, you are so wonderful to me … I’m scared because I do not know such a love. I did not know that You were so amazing.
DO NOT BE AFRAID OF GOD’S LOVE
My little one, I have not shown you My works yet. My child, I have for you streams of graces. Do not be afraid of My Love. Do not be afraid to throw yourself into My Arms. I will not let you down.
Beloved Jesus, is it You who is talking to me and gave me a gift?
Yes, My little one, do you doubt in Your Beloved?
No, my Dearest, I just want to make sure that it is really You. Because You see, I’m still afraid that I love You inappropriately.
LOVE WITH ALL THE HEART AND WITH ALL THE SENSES
And, how do you want to love Me? How is God to be loved? Should not this be a true love? Is this not to be a love encompassing all your heart and all your senses? Do you want to love me not as much, my little one?
I want to love you more, only sometimes I do not know if it is possible to approach God so much? Will I not offend you?
My child, these are all whispers of satan. I love you with love, that is incomprehensible to you, and you should love Me with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your strength. Love Me as your Bridegroom and this is the love you should love Me with, because, have I not married you, child? Do not try to reason and explain our relationship in human terms, child, because it is a Godly bond. I am explaining many things to you in human terms, otherwise you would not understand Me.
But other people, do they love you differently?
Everyone loves differently, and I love everyone in a different way, but with the same intensity.
Because people are different?
THE WEALTH OF GOD’S GIFTS
Yes child. Everyone is capable of different feelings and I am enabling each one to different tasks. You my little, will worship Me and love Me on earth, just as the angels in Heaven love Me and adore Me. You have fallen in love with Me and this is the love that I want from you child, so do not worry if what you feel is good or bad, because it was I who have empowered you to love Me in this way.
I love You so much. Only You, I love so much. I adore You. Sometimes I feel such a Love when I think about You, that I do not know what to do anymore, it is melting me. You’re so Perfect. And when I think that once You walked the earth and people could look at You all the time and feel Your Holiness so close, I love You so much … Even stronger. My Beloved … Today, it is difficult for me, but I love You so much that I will endure it.
GOD IS ASKING FOR LOVE
Little one, do not be afraid of your God and do not worry about what people will say. You are My bride. I will do whatever I want with you. Did I not assign to you the most beautiful task? To love Me and to adore Me? My little one? Don’t you like that your Bridegroom loves you and comes to ask for your love?
My God, I love You so much … I like everything that is coming from You, and the role You have chosen for me is so great that I do not know how I will repay You because You shower me with gifts as if I have already received the heavenly reward. Am I in Heaven, My Beloved?
Not My little one. In Heaven, there you’ll see the grandeur…
O God, Jesus, Most Beloved, I love You. I love the tasks that You give me and the love towards You, which You poured into my heart, that you showed me with Your Beautiful, Divine nature full of grace. You are aUnconceivable God, and Your magnanimity is inconceivable to me, the unworthy. Why do You, my Holy, fulfill all my dreams?
Because I love you.
My God, you spoil me.
I know, I told you that I was spoiling you and you did not believe it.
You are so impatient… after all, I told you that I would give. Don’t you have enough gifts from me?
Not at all, I have not yet collected myself after the last one. It is awesome. See, You make me so happy?
I know, I know. Do not forget about it when you will be sad. Remember how I love you. Do you believe Me?
Yes Master. You know that it is hard for me to believe that You love me so much, but I believe. You heal my wounds, Holy Healer. You have the power to heal my wounds. I love You. Do, what You wish with me.
My child, I like when you give yourself to Me when you are trusting and delighted. My little child… when will I have you with Me…?
Now we live at my place, and later in Your Kingdom, right?
Yes, My little one. You still have to stay here a little longer, but I will come for you with My Mother. She found you for Me.
Yes, I am very grateful to Her. My Holy Mother and Yours. How is this everything incomprehensible to mankind …
It is true. Do not measure Me with a human measure because you are putting limits on Me. Think of Me as you think that you do not understand Me, but you love and trust and I will open your eyes. Child, do you want to see Me?
Beloved Jesus, even if my heart is to break from Oh, I want it!
Okay, you’ll see Me.
I love You … And You will always talk to me and You will not leave me? …
Yes. Little one, remember this well before you doubt again.
I have such a fear in me, but I renounce it for you, can I?
You can. Renounce everything that I do not like and I will bless you.
I trust in You, Jesus. You are my best and closest Friend. I came so close to You that You are so Dear to me, even though You are so Powerful and Infinite.
Yes child. My secrets are great. I will disclose them to you if you want.
Lord, I want it very much. I want to know everything about You. Although I know it is impossible for me, but I am so curious about everything pertaining to You. What are You like … I want to get to know You a lot, a lot more and I will never get bored with You, because You are Infinite. You are Perfect. There is no other perfection, but you.
My little one, your words are pleasing to Me. Seek and you will find. I want to reveal My secrets to you, and you should love Me more and more, just as I beloved you without reservations.
God, whatever You say. I am, the happiest person on earth, because I believed in Your Love, which is the happiness, peace and home of the soul.
My little child, My Spirit dictates you the words because you entrusted yourself to Him. And entrust yourself even more and you will see My works.
I give myself without reservations. I do not want anything of my own anymore and everything is Yours in my soul. Let Your Spirit fill me to the brim, that I may glorify You with dignity, which is my greatest joy. Love, love, love!
Child, I accept your act of devotion. I love you and My Spirit rests upon you.
Jesus, and the cross that I saw today after receiving Holy Eucharist? Did it mean anything?
Okay. But is there anything else?
For now just draw and I will explain it to you later.
Very well Master. Soul of my soul. Live in me and bond me with You forever.
And ever. Amen. Child, depart in peace. Your Master loves you and blesses you. Come back tomorrow and I will tell you something for your brothers.
Okay Beloved Bridegroom of My Heart. Let Your Will in me be done. Amen.
I am here My child.
Lord, are you suffering?
Yes little one. Will you suffer with Me?
Yes, Beloved, wherever You are, there I want to be.
Let it be so, come with Me on My Golgotha. Do not abandon Your Master.
My Beloved I am together with You. Would You like me to pray the rosary, to meditate on the sorrowful mysteries?
Yes, I want this. Think about Me and love Me.
I will do it, Master. ( I meditated on the sorrowful mysteries of the Holy Rosary).
Where are You?
I am on My Golgotha.
Jesus, how may I help You?
Just be with Me.
Under the cross?
Yes, Look at Me. Child, see how I am suffering. (Jesus was nailed to the cross).
God, Your sufferings are so terrible that I can not even begin to imagine them.
You will experience them. Do you want to feel them?
I want to, Lord. If only You want to give me this grace. I want to share with You everything what You wish to share with Me.
GOD NEEDS YOUR LOVE
My little… be with Your Master. I need your love to endure on My wood of the cross, it is love that I need.
Dearest Jesus, You are The Love. I am all Yours though I am aware that You do not need me but only love me so much.
THEY ARE LAUGHING AT ME IN MY OWN NATION
Yes child. Your God is Perfect and will bear everything, only for whom? Who do I suffer for so much? Look, I’m alone here. There is no one who would cry for Me. Nobody loves Me. Nobody takes pity on Me. They laugh at Me in My nation. Child, I’m all covered with Blood, and they are laughing. What kind of hearts do they have? I did not give them such ones. Why have you gone so far away from me? Don’t you see that I’m dying in agony for you!
Jesus, I love You. I am so sorry for You. I thank You so much for freeing me, and now I am with you. Oh, the Sweetest Savior, I will never be able to repay you and thank You for such horrible sufferings that You endure for me, but they are not in vein, because You saved my life my Beloved Savior.
CONSOLE ME CONSTANTLY
My little one… comfort me. Comfort me all the time. I am so Lonely in My Suffering. Nobody wants to suffer with Me. Should I bear all the anguish by Myself? Forever alone? Where are My beloved children, for whom I have accepted the death?
God, they got lost. If they were aware of what is happening, who You are and how do You suffer, they all would be with You. They have no idea about You, they are not conscious …
Little one, love Me.
I love You very much. I love every piece of Your Holy, Tormented Body and each of the 5,480 of Your Holy Wounds and every Drop of Your Holy, Innocent Blood spilled by You the Lamb of God. I adore You. (Lord Jesus revealed to Saint Brigid that he received 5480 blows during His Passion).
My little one, come to the Lord. At least for you I saved your life… At least you are the one who knows what I did for you. Cling to My wounded shoulders. Let Me feel your support little one, when I am in such agony.
Blessed God, there are many, many other people who love You very much and know what you have done for us.
TODAY I AM ALONE IN MY CHURCHES
Not today. Presently I am alone in My churches. Do you know how many people around the world adore me now, when I suffer so much?
I do not know, my God, but probably a lot of those who love you are at work.
I AM THE MEANING OF LIFE, AND NOT WORK
Child, I am the meaning of life, not work, because what can your work do for you? Why are you getting rich when you will all die soon. What will you bring me then? What will you show me? Your titles? What I need your titles for? Your awards and diplomas? What I need all this for?
YOU DEPARTED FROM ME AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE
And I will ask: where were you when I hung on the cross for you?! Why have you not been with Me?! I do not know you! Children, I do not know you, who are you?! You have departed from Me as far away as possible because you do not want to see My Suffering! Everyone wants to be saved, but no one wants to help Me in My Work of Salvation.
WHERE IS GOD? HE IS WHERE YOU HAVE LEFT HIM! ON THE GOLGOTHA!
Everyone wants only pleasure, and when something goes wrong, they ask: Where is God? And God is where you left him! On Golgotha! On the cross! Look how I’m suffering! I go to the Father alone because there is no one to help Me to save you! I took on all your sins Myself! I suffer for all mankind when you only think about pleasures! I suffer so … Will anyone sustain Me? Children, will anyone cry over Me?
Jesus, I’m here. I am with You. I love You, Holy, Innocent, Crucified God. Lord, there are no words to express Your Great Merits. Who can put it in words? Such a great work of Redemption? It’s so inconceivable for a human being. O Lord, if you do not open their eyes, they will not see.
THE COMING OF THE LORD
My little one… Soon, I will open their eyes and they will see the Son of Man in Glory, but whoever did not love Me when I was scorned, humiliated, spotted with your sins, this one will not see Me in Glory. He will not see My Power, because he will perish in the eternal fire.
Holy, Beloved, Sweetest Rabbi, You are the Light of the world. Shine on us before You come back in Glory. Because of Your Mercy, please, open our eyes before Your coming.
GOD SO DESPISED AND SO MERCIFUL
My little one, I am so Despised and so Merciful. How much I suffer… Do you want to be with Me?
Lord, I want it. Always and everywhere. I love you so much.
My little one, come to Me.
I am with You, Master.
Do you want to hold my hand when I will be dying?
I want Lord. I want everything you want. I want to help.
Take My Hand, my little one.
AT THE FEET THE OF DYING LORD
Jesus was on the cross, and I was by His left Hand and Its height. Jesus told me to take his hand. I embraced It so that I put one hand in the hand of the Lord, and the other I had in the back as if embracing from the other side, behind the cross. I did not see exactly, but I felt Jesus squeezed my hand with His the one that I put under His Fingers. He could only bend His fingers, so I moved my hand there. Jesus squeezed me again when he went to the Father. And then I was kneeling under the cross and saw crying Mother of God, hiding Her face in Her hands when Jesus died. Our Lady was on her knees and Saint Jan was embracing Her.
I am here child.
Thank you for allowing me to be with You and support You at least with that presence.
Yes, child, I had lean on you, but you have seen yourself how great are the sufferings of the Son of Man.
Yes, Lord. I tried to join with You as much as possible.
Your faith is getting deeper, but do not stop praying the chaplet I gave you. (The Chaplet of entrusting to God’s Grace).
Yes Jesus, I will not stop. What should I say or do Lord? I do not know how to behave at the moment.
Do nothing, just be quietly with me. Are you with Me?
I am always with You. I am thinking about You and I love You all the time.
Very well. Rest now. And I will leave now, but I will come back to you. Think about Me, what I showed You today.
Yes Master. I love You.
Very well little one. Lord loves you too. Depart. Amen.
X X X
I am present. There was a bad spirit, but we chased it away.
I felt that something is not right. My Jesus, but it will not came back?
Not at the moment.
Is it You Jesus Christ?
I am here little one.
Please, chase away the bad spirit, so we could talk. How it dares to come when You are present?
ACTS ALLOWED BY GOD
My little one, these are the forms of penances that are allowed for you.
But Your Holiness, Lord, destroys them, overpowers them.
Yes, My little one. I need your sacrifice, therefore, these attacks are allowed on you.
I love You, Jesus. I adore You. My Rabbuni, I missed You.
My little Agnes, I love you.
Thank You, my Holy Lord, for the great grace received today that I could be with You under the cross.
Yes, My tiny one. I took you with Me. Do you always want to be with Me during My Passion?
Yes, Jesus. I love You and I want to help You, the way that You desire it. I do not want to abandon You ever so please grant me the grace that I can always fulfill Your Will.
It is granted, child. You will not fail me. Petition Your God. I beloved you so much that I will not let you fall. You are permanently attached to Me. Forever, and also on My Golgotha.
Jesus, I want to be with You at all times, although You are Almighty and Powerful, and I am weak and clumsy. Jesus, I want to walk by Your side step by step wherever You want to take me.
My little one… you love Me.
Yes. I love You Master.
I feel good, dwelling in your little heart.
And me as well in Yours Fathomless, Holy Heart. Lord, my paradise is in Your Heart which it is so vast and beautiful, but You in my little one … I think it should still be expanded for You?
My child, you are making My Heart tender. Come to Your God. I’m here with You.
Jesus, is it You? (All the time I felt the presence of evil spirit behind my back).
Yes, My little, it is I who speaks to you. Do not be afraid. I will not let him take voice.
I want to be holy for You, so that I could be useful.
My child … you are My little joy.
I love you, my Master.
Go on, and ask.
I’m not sure which image to prepare for a pilgrimage. The one that belongs to me, or the one which was blessed by Pope John Paul II, or maybe the picture of Merciful Jesus? I do not know.
Let this be the image of Merciful Jesus.
And what about the inscription: “I Bless you”?
GOD IS SPEAKING THROUGH SIGNS
Another time. For now, prepare this picture, because people only by looking at Me in this image, already derive graces from My Mercy.
Very Well Master. May I still ask about these images?
What would you like to ask?
How do you really look?
You do not know? I thought you knew it.
Jesus, it seems to me that just like in the picture I’m looking at now, just more beautiful.
THE BEAUTY OF GOD IS IN THE SPIRIT
Yes child. You said it well. No picture can render the beauty of the Son of Man, because it is a physical thing, and My Beauty is in the spirit. You can feel it, but it can not be fixed on paper.
But you look very close to the image at which I am looking at my mysterious God ?
Yes My little one. You will see Me soon. Would you like that?
Most Dearest Jesus, I desire it very much.
It will be granted to you.
I can not wait. Lord, should I especially prepare myself, Is there anything that needs to be especially taking care of?
No My child. Grow in virtues same as till now, and I will support you as before. Nothing is changing in our way.
Jesus, can I still ask about the second image?
What would you like to know?
How did You look when You walk on the earth?
The same as I do now.
But this second image is also a holy one, isn’t it?
LOVE MY FACE
Yes. The second one too. (…) This is meaningless child. I am God. Love my face, because it’s the face that loves, and it was so horribly insulted.
I love Your Holy Face immensely. I adore it. You know it Yourself.
Yes, I know, My little one. Few people adore My Face so much, and this is a source of immense graces. Do not be afraid. I protect you all the time. Nothing will happen to you, because I, Myself am watching over you My very little one.
You will not chase them away?
Not for now. Love Me, little child.
I love You, Lord. I am entirely Yours without limits.
That’s good. Now go to sleep, because tomorrow I want to see you in church.
Okay, Jesus. I want to see You too.
I, Jesus, bless you and am casting out demons from around you so you could sleep peacefully. I love you little one. Your Jesus. Amen.
Thank You, Beloved Rabbi. I love You. Amen.
Are You here?
Yes, I am waiting for you, for when you are ready.
I am sorry that I am so slow Master and that I have a mess.
But, do you love Me?
I love You very much. I was just thinking about it that I missed You a lot, as if we had not talked for weeks. However, I worked today. Maybe I worked too much, and I was not with You enough?
I am sorry Lord, did You want to talk earlier?
No, not to talk, but in your prayers you were absent.
Lord Jesus, is it You, who are talking?
Yes, it is I, My little one.
During the Rosary, I actually worked. Does such prayer not count?
The Rosary is very important for you because it protects you against evil spirits, otherwise I have to protect you the entire day.
My Master, thank You very much for protecting me. I’m sorry that I’m so slow. Somehow I do not laze at all, and I still have not enough time for anything.
CALL ANGELS FOR HELP
I know child, that presently you have a lot of tasks, but what have I given you angels for? Let them help you. Ask them more.
Lord, how should I ask? I prayed in the morning and then a litany … I do not know how to ask for more.
Ask them for help before each work. Let them come to support you, let them help you to organize and chase away from you evil spirits, which slow down this work as much as they can. You are very tired, you have no time for Me and nothing is finished.
Jesus, I’m sorry. I work as fast as I can. You know, I’ve been working all day without a break. I will try to remember to ask the angels, because I’m giving my best. Please, do not scold me, because I work so hard and really I try my very best. But You know it Yourself.
You see, My little one, it’s too late to talk to Me when you’re so tired, then, they (evil spirits) have easy access to you.
But, Lord, You told me earlier to work? I am sorry. I can not manage it anymore. I give it all to You. Strengthen me Lord, for I will not be able to do it alone. Lord, don’t You want to talk to me today? … (silence). I’m sorry, Lord, do not be angry, please. I did wrong, I should have asked You earlier to talk to me and shouldn’t have dozed off in the morning, I should have prayed. I make many mistakes. Take my imperfection, please, do not be angry with me. Will You not talk to me today? (silence)
X X X
I am listening.
Can we talk?
We can, but it will start soon. (Evil spirit will start disturbing us a lot).
Is Jesus angry with me?
GOD FEELS SORRY
No, he is not angry, but He feels sorry that you organize your work in the way, that when He wants to talk to you, you are not able to.
I cannot manage myself.
Is it you Bartholomew?
No, not now.
Bartholomew, I apologize to the Lord very much, I behaved badly today. Everything is going wrong. I am sorry.
Trust the Lord. The fact that you can not talk to Him does not mean that you failed Jesus.
But if he wanted , He could chase them away, and then we could talk.
It is not like that. Penance is imposed on you, and you must learn to live as such, to endure penance and fulfill tasks at the same time.
Bartholomew, is it you?
Yes, it’s me, your good angel.
My Dear Angel, I cannot do any better, I’m weak, I cannot do better, I have no strength.
Do not fall into impatience, this is a satanic trick. They are lurking for you. Tomorrow, before leaving, pray the whole rosary.
Is it you, Bartholomew?
No, throw it away.
But I should pray the rosary?
Yes, pray it, alone or with somebody.
Will the priest from Wykrot agree?
He will agree. Do not worry.
Did I neglect the Lord, and is He sad?
It is your penance, you will not find out anything more. Trust Him blindly. Tomorrow you will know everything.
Will you still be able to talk?
No, not today. Go and rest, for you are barely alive, child.
Who is talking to me?
It is I, your angel.
You say to me, child?
Yes, I said it – child of God.
I will go and rest.
Go in peace. You have my angelic blessing. Amen.
X X X
I NEGLECTED YOU LORD
Jesus, I love You, I’m sorry for everything. I am unworthy of Your great graces, but all my hope is in You. I will not refrain from attempting to please You, even if I am unreliable, I will not give up because You are the One whom I only want! Even if You will not speak to me my Beloved Rabbuni, and even if I know that I have done wrong and should not have asked You because I neglected You and I do not deserve this conversation, I will not give up. I know that You can hear me and I love You . My Master, I love You and I want to be with You, I am sorry that I am so ungrateful.
Did you call me, Lord? (I heard my name earlier, but I was not sure who was calling me)
Yes Agnes, I was calling you.
Is it You, Jesus?
Yes, it is I.
Beloved Rabbi, will You forgive Your unfaithful servant once more?
Yes child, I will forgive you a thousand times, just run to Me, My little one and ask for forgiveness.
Beloved I am sorry that I have tried to whitewash myself, though I know that I have sinned against You today.
HAVE TRUST IN JESUS
No, My little one. You have not sinned against Me. What happened today was a trial for you, whether you trust in Me after all, when everything is telling you that I have treated you unfairly, despite of this, will you believe Me.
I believe, Jesus, I believe in You, in Your Goodness and Love You above everybody.
Yes child, now I know it.
Lord, I love You. It always turns out that You are so Good that my heart is squeezed from all Your Goodness. I love You very much and I want and need You. The Soul of My Soul, I cannot live without You.
My little child, your words are sincere. Come to Me. I love you little one. Your God is with you. The One, whom you beloved comes to you, to take you into His arms.
Jesus, my Holy Savior, thank You. You are My Treasure.
Do not be scared. What are you afraid of? Do not be afraid of Me. (Lord Jesus was right next to me)
Sometimes evil spirit impersonates You and I feel no peace.
Do not be terrified, little one. So what, that he comes to you? I am more Powerful. You have nothing to fear.
Lord Jesus lifted me and it took me a moment to realize that I am in the clouds. Lord Jesus was sitting on a cloud, and I was beside Him, however I was so frightened by the lack of stable ground that I was holding Him tightly around the Neck. I looked about and held Him even more tightly.
Is it You, Jesus?
Yes. It is I, child.
Were we in the clouds?
Was I strongly holding You?
Yes, very strongly.
Lord, increase my faith, because it is so incomprehensible.
My little one, trust Me. I know that presently you must trust a lot, however do recall how you asked Me to say things, which you would not be able to imagine by yourself? And what now? You trusted Me and it was given to you. And starting now, before I come to you, I want you to learn to feel Me and have such strong faith, as if you saw Me alive. Then, you will see Me. (I’ve already grasped that the way I see the Lord is spiritual, but I do not see Him clearly, so it’s a state between seeing and feeling. It was different when I had visions, then I saw exactly every detail in every second).
Lord, will I, so incapable be able to have such faith? I think only, if You give it to me?
I will give it to you, I will. I still have many graces for you. You will see child, this is just our beginning.
I love You, Jesus, I yearn to receive everything from You. My King, I love You!
That’s good. Give yourself to Me. I will strengthen you child, because you are already swaying on your feet. Your God loves you. Your fasting, what are you offering to Me for?
Lord, for the successful permission to have the Holy Mass, in Wykrot. I am asking humbly that the priest would agree to celebrate the Holy Mass for the pilgrims.
Very well, child. I accept your sacrifice. And do not ignore what the angel commanded you.
I will not forget Lord. The whole rosary.
Very well. Now, go rest and think about Me, what I’ve done for you today. Amen.
When we prayed at the place of apparitions in Wykrot, the Mother of God appeared before us, larger than normal and blessed us, one by one putting Her hands on our heads.
After returning, I tried to talk to Lord Jesus, but the conversation strangely stretched and seemed like “a struggle” – now I say so, because I know now that it was not the Lord Jesus who spoke to me and that’s why I was so tired, but then at the same time I felt weird and also guilty that I perceived it this way. During the conversation something broke down in my computer, so that I could not continue. I left it all and decided to wait, because I did not know what was going on and suspected that I had been deceived.
X X X
I am here, child.
Lord, I do not know what to do. Help me. Is it you, Savior, who is talking to me now?
What I wrote a moment ago, is it from You?
Throw it away?
Yes, throw it away, immediately.
Is it You, Jesus, Son of God?
Yes, it is I who say it. Throw it away Agnes, as well as the entire previous conversation.
Jesus, it was an entire long message.
It did not come from Me, daughter.
Jesus, Son of God, are you asking me to throw away all the conversations from today?
Yes, it is I, Holy God, Your Savior, Jesus Christ, I am telling you and I am ordering you to throw everything out from today.
Jesus, and what I am writing now?
Leave it. Now, I am talking to you.
Jesus, that’s terrible, why did you allow it? How could he fool me so much?
My child, I allow this and other temptations to you, to cleanse you for Me.
Lord, but there were things about love, how can he say that?
IF THE WORDS DO NOT FLOW OUT OF THE SOUL, THEY ARE THE LANGUAGE OF SATAN
It can be said. This is just a proof of how little words mean if they do not flow out of the soul. They are the language of satan.
Jesus, but I did not recognized it.
You recognized it, child. You did not feel anything when he dictated to you. You also made a lot of mistakes because you wrote without grace. Did you forget that I did not allow to finish this lying intrigue?
Jesus, that’s terrible. I am disgusted with him and his words. Lord, does this not pollute Your Holy words, if I am even for a moment deceived?
THEY DO NOT WANT ME ANYMORE IN THE WORLD
No My little one. The world is full of sin. This is the kingdom of Satan. They do not want Me in the world anymore, and am I soiled? No and My words can not get soiled, even though a thousand satans will wobble around them, My Words will remain Holy and Immaculate, because they come from me and I am Most High.
Jesus, will there be peace today? Please, but if you want, let them keep disturbing me.
My little child, I have given you important tasks and devils will not rest until they will discourage you. My tiny give yourself to Me.
My Beloved, they imitated Your words so horribly close, I think they are memorizing Your words by heart?
Yes, My little one, and yet you felt anxiety didn’t you?
Yes, some words made me feel weird.
THE DEVILS WILL NOT REST UNTIL THEY WILL NOT DISCOURAGE YOU
You see, the devil is very cunning towards you. He will continue to devise new plans to draw you away from me, BUT YOU are My little bonded to Me, so do not be afraid and accept all this in humility.
Beloved Rabbi, I love You. It’s terrible that I remember some words.
Little child, he’s just parroting. He will not say anything from himself, because you will guess right away that it is not Me. Do not worry. Nothing that comes from outside can soil your soul.
Master, I feel such a terrible disgust. It’s terrible.
I know my child, accept it from Me for those who sin horribly and do not regret it at all.
I agree Master, I accept everything from You, because I love and adore You.
Do not try to remember what he told you. Forget this incident, but stay alert.
Jesus, Beloved, thank You for help in dealing with matters and for the angels, for things for pilgrimage and for priest X.
HE IS ATTACKED FROM ALL SIDES
Yes, I have given you a lot today. Priest X is My chosen servant. I have few priests, My sons, as faithful as he is. Support him with prayers, because he needs it. They attack him from all sides, and for now you can pray a lot, so pray for him.
How come for now?
My child, there is time for prayer and time for action. I have given you a lot of time now, and although you have a lot of tasks, you also have a lot of time for prayers, and this son, my beloved, converts My children. I love him with all my heart and bless him, so also you love him and bless him.
Very well, Jesus, it will not be difficult at all. So much of You is in him that you love him right away.
Yes, my child. You already have the eyes that see and the ears that they hear and your heart dictates to you what to do.
Beloved Jesus, You are my heart and You dictate to me what to do.
Yes, My little one. I am dwelling in you.
Jesus, I’m still reviving of what he said and I do not want to think about it.
Good, My child. You will forget it. Have you told me enough times today that you love Me?
No, my Lord, never enough. I love You enormously and I want to repeat it all the time.
That’s good. In that case, repeat it a few more times.
I love You, I love You, I love You madly. You make my heart soft. I am melting my Savior. I want only You, feel You, listen and think about You, my Holy One.
I am here. (I felt the presence of an evil spirit, who spoke offensively to me. Sometimes he cannot stand it and shows his real face, but unfortunately he pretends to be Jesus to tire and discourage me from listening).
Did evil went away?
How can they interrupt such beautiful moments, my Lord. I love You so much and they will not even allow me to say it to You.
I know my child. Do not be bothered with it. I God know your heart. Do you want to serve Me?
If you are Jesus Christ, I want it enormously.
YOU WILL HAVE IMPORTANT MESSAGES
I am He. Serve Me child and give yourself to Me. You will have important messages. I will not dictate to you important messages when you are here, because I am asking for your total devotion and concentration. Do you miss Me My child, for when we would be alone?
Yes, God, very much, but I’m still arranging everything here for the Holy Virgin. (…)
My little one, when we will be together and you will be more focused, I’ll be able to tell you more.
In that case, I feel like going there today.
You will go as you finish.
Jesus, I love You, I miss You. You are here and I miss You. I need You. My soul can not be satisfied with Your Sweetness and Wonder. Yes, I miss You and I want to feel You. My Beloved Savior.
Come to Me, little one, I have been waiting for you and now I want to be glorified (…).
I love You. You have my heart forever. I give it to You completely.
EVERYTHING FOR YOUR OWN GOOD
My little one, I accept your sacrifice. I know that you miss Me and you feel anxious, My little child. It will be so for the next few days, and you only remember to trust Me and love Me all the time and we will survive it together. I allow all the trials and penances for your own good. Do you trust me?
Is it You, Christ?
Yes, little one.
I trust You, Jesus. I love You very much.
YOU WILL MISS ME VERY MUCH
Very well child. Cling to My Heart once more, because now you will miss Me very much, for all your friends who do not miss Me at all.
I welcome everything from You, because Your yoke is sweet and the burden is light.
Yes, My little one. Remember these words and go in peace. I, God bless you and love you. Amen.
X X X
Dear angel Bartholomew, could you talk to me?
Of course, I can, I’m here all the time.
My dear angel, it seems to me that you are very happy today.
Because you readily endure penances. It pleases God very much.
I try to. I forgot to ask you again for help with my work.
READ PIOUS BOOKS
You will ask me now and we will finish it quickly. You know that you are not allowed to work tomorrow. You will rest and read pious books. Are you planning to read the diary of Sister Faustina?
As soon as I finish the first part of Vassula.
Well. But you should read all the parts of Vassula’s messages. You both have a similar paths.
I feel special love for both of them. (Faustina and Vassula)
Yes, you are all similar. God is pleased with you all.
Is it you, my dear angel?
Yes, it is I, your angel. You do not have to worry. For some time, you will have peace, because this exorcism is quite strong and even such intrusive evil spirits as yours must leave. (Prayer for release from the book by priest Marian Polak “Fighting with satan”!)
Jesus, Son of God?
I am here, child.
Oh Beloved, Sweetest Savior. I miss You enormously, I love You. Only You, I love, all others only through You and in You. My Salvation, Your Kingdom, come!
My little Agnes, how much the heart of God rejoices when It is accepted with such love.
Beloved of my heart, rule over me, lead me, do whatever You want with me. I am Yours and I belong to You forever. Jesus, I am giving to You my soul and all that I have.
My little child, You are My consolation.
I miss You Beloved Jesus, as You told me. I just want to be with You all the time.
DO YOU WANT TO SUFFER FOR MY PRIESTS?
(…) Good. Child do not be afraid. I do not recall my earlier words. You will suffer in the way I will appoint to you. Your sacrifice is pleasing to me. I expected it. Didn’t I ask you, if you want to suffer for My priests?
You had asked Beloved God in Częstochowa.
Yes child, and you agreed, so now I will give you sufferings, which you will be happy to bear and the graces from your suffering will flow for (…)
Jesus, I am yours and do whatever you want with me.
I am pleased with your devotion child, I will use you.
(…) Very well Master, everything You wish.
My child, it’s nice to hear you so delighted, but I only need you for Myself.
Lord, I’m just here to make a website.
I NEED YOU IN MY CHURCHES
I know a child, but tomorrow go back because I need you in My churches.
Okay Lord, tomorrow I will go back.
I’m waiting for you at home. We will be together and I will say a lot for yourself. You will work with him, because I am speaking through him and he has a grace from Me to proclaim the truth about My coming, and you will be blessing him and giving him messages that are for him. Do you want this Agnes?
Lord, Your Will is my will. Beloved Rabbi, I gave You myself and my only desire is to fulfill Your Will. I want to be Yours to the center of the bone.
Little child, you do not realize yet what you are saying, but your love for Me is great. I will strengthen you and you will serve Me faithfully. My Father is pleased with Your love and devotion. I will work through you and you will faithfully fulfill My tasks.
Yes, Father, Your Power is Infinite. Do what You want with me. Lord, are my words not true to You?
No child. I know that they are flowing from the heart devoted to Me. But you are still so weak that you can do nothing without My support.
Master, I know that. After all, I am saying this only knowing that You will give me graces to fulfill Your Will. Everything what You ask of me.
SATANS WILL ATTACK YOU
Do not be afraid. I’m protecting you, My little soul. You are not in danger, but the devils will attack you. Give yourself to me and do not fear anything, because I will not allow you or him to be hurt. You will serve Me until I come and take you to Myself.
Really, Lord, will You give us such a most wonderful grace?
I NEED YOU BOTH ALIVE
Little child, I need you both living. Should I gift you and then loose you? You both have received gifts, and now bring Me abundant fruit. He will not be happy with this task, because he would have preferred to devote himself to prayer, but his gifts are not for a contemplative life. He is to be My voice in the wilderness and you, child, will serve him with My help.
Yes Master. I love You. I love to serve You the way You wish.
WAIT FOR MY CALLING
Very well, my little one. Now finish the work of My Mother and be ready, because when I call you to action, you will go where I tell you and will teach through our messages.
What does it mean, Master?
THERE ARE GREAT PLOTS AGAINST HIM
You will see. I will lead you. You will not be in public, do not be afraid of it. You are to be support, because there are great plots against him. However, thanks to your prayer, I will have pity on these people and preserve this shepherd for them, because great are My works through him. He will prepare the way for Me.
Dearest Jesus, your coming is near!
MY KINGDOM IS CLOSE
Very near, My Kingdom is close. Repent.
I am waiting for You Lord, make use of me, that all of us will be waiting for You on our knees and singing for You glorious songs.
My child, your requests are big. What I should do with you…
ENABLE US TO FALL ON OUR KNEES IN FRONT OF YOU AS THE ENTIRE NATION
Beloved Merciful Savior, have You not come to this world to save us all and take us to Your Kingdom? Make us able to know You through Your works and kneel before You, the entire nation.
My little one, a few more souls like yours and I will save Poland.
HAVE MERCY ON US SON OF GOD
Jesus, give us the graces to belove You. There are so many of us here, devoted to You, only weak and incapable. You have the power to open our eyes and ears. Have mercy on us, Son of God, and let Your Holy Passion change the face of this earth, and may Your Innocent Holy Blood wash our Polish hearts so that we may see.
YOU ARE DESECRATING ME IN YOUR TEMPLES
My dear child, you ask for much. Your Father has many graces, but more children must pray so fervently. (…) I have given many graces to your nation, My mother is interceding a lot for you, but you have abandoned Me and have been desecrating Me in your temples.
PRAYER FOR POLAND
I know, Lord, we did not deserve the grace that I am asking for, but I can only beg for it day and night, because now you have a heart twice as soft.
Yes, My little one. You know the Heart of God. Child, you understand how great is My Mercy over you. What should I do with you? Pray still more, and My Heart will soften to the end.
My Savior, my Holy, You are so Good …, You are so Perfect … I fall on my face infinitely unworthy of Your graces.
YOU MUST BE MORE SACRIFICIAL AND SUFFER FOR POLAND
Ask me, little one, your begging is pleasing to Me and your faith in My Mercy over people. (…) but pray a lot, because you are only few, however if I find My righteous people, I will spare all of you for this faithful handful of people … Since I have only few of you, you must do reparation for your people. You must be more sacrificial and suffer for Poland.
Thank You Father.
X X X
Beloved Jesus, I miss You. I adore You.
My little one, come to Me.
I want to be with You. Unite me with You. Without You I do not exist. Without You I’m dead. Unite me with Yourself because I myself do not exist. I love You so much.
LIFE ON THE EARTH IS A TORMENT
My little one. You speak well, you live in Me, you breathe in Me, and I will make that you will desire Me even more, until life here becomes a torment for you. Do you want it?
Jesus, I want this, if only it will give more Glory to You and repay for souls who do not love You.
LOVE ME FOR ALL OF THEM
Yes, My little one, you have understood My work within You. Love me for all of them and for each one of them separately, the same as I have died for them, each one of them separately, so you, for each and every one of them separately adore and love Me. Do you realize what an enormity of Love for Me I will pour into your heart?
Master, I desire it.
Do you want to love Me more?
Yes, I love You madly, but it’s not enough. You are worthy of infinite and incomprehensible love, that only the Holy Spirit can pour into the heart of man, if only it will not break.
YOU WILL ENDURE THE ANGUISH OF SEPARATION WITH ME
It will not break My little one. You will endure the anguish of separation from Me.
Beloved Master, we are bound, you will not leave me.
Yes little one, you know it, however it will be tormenting you to wait for Me, not being able to fully unite with Me in this world.
LONGING FOR THE LORD
I will wait Beloved. It is worth waiting, if I will suffer for the love of You, it is the most beautiful suffering. If it will be longing, I want it. Every suffering in which I feel You at the same time is a delight. I desire, I hunger for You My Sweetest God.
My Beloved, my beloved little faithful heart, come to Your Lord, let me wrap My arms around you, little child, you are pleasing to God so very much. Little one, I gave you this love, I gifted you, because your love is very pleasing to Me, it is a balm for My wounded Body. Do you adore Me, child?
Savior of the world, I love each and every one of Your Holy Wounds. God, I love every torn piece of Your Holiness, every millimeter of Your tormented humanity. You are the Excellence and Love.
LET ME REST IN YOU
Child, you love Me so much… Let Me rest in you … let Me hide Myself from My persecutors. Do you want to love me more intensely, little one?
I want it Master, I want this Most Holy Rabbi.
You’ll receive, My little spec. Love for Me will fill your whole body and your whole mind. Your soul will be soaked through with Me, Your Beloved Master. Do you want to feel me?
Yes God, I do not want anything else.
Come to Me, My spouse, I want to unite with you.
I felt immersed in a different, denser air and I was in the holy space, as if in God. I was so overwhelmed that it was difficult for me to breathe. I felt His Arms embracing me, in which He closed me in. On the right side, behind my shoulder, I saw His beautiful face, leaning towards me. He smiled. I felt like he took me in his arms and hugged me. I cuddled up to him and I was as a small child, and He was a Beautiful Giant. I laid my head on His chest. Then he held me in His Hands, just like the infants are being held. Completely defenseless, I was immersed in Him.
Oh Jesus, the Most Holy One … I can only sigh in awe.
Jesus was sitting next to me on my right side on the bed. I am so small compare to Him. He is Perfect and Beautiful. He embraced me with his left hand and pressed me to Himself, he kissed my forehead, and I could only cry and laugh out of happiness, I was not able to say anything, then He said: Do you believe in me? Do you believe that I am here hugging you? And I said that I believe, and because of my feeble faith, I really see Him only spiritually.
Jesus, have I correctly described the grace you gave me?
Yes child, I hugged you and you were hidden in Me. Do you remember how save you have felt? You did not write about it.
Yes Lord, I had felt so safe … I was in You. There is no safer and happier place for man than God. Lord, no one will understand what I wrote.
Yes, it is difficult to describe. You were in My Holy Self.
God, I adore You, I love You. When a man touches God, the rest of the reality is a miserable backdrop. It is pathetic and laughable. I would like You to touch people, let them feel You, and then they would love You forever.
HERE I COME IN MY GLORY
My child, many will see Me, many will hear Me and many will feel Me. Behold, I come in My Glory as the Holy Lamb, Glorified. Who will come to meet Me?
I’m coming, Master, I am collecting whoever I can. Give me graces and the Light of the Holy Spirit so that I can help You to open Your children’s eyes.
Little child, I’ll use you, do you want it?
Yes Master. Use me. For this reason I came to this world.
Very well, my little devoted servant. Do you love Your Master?
Beloved Holy God, I love You enormously. You are my life, You have asked me three times today as You had once asked Peter. Will I let You down, Lord? Will I deny You? Beloved, do not allow it.
No child, do not be afraid. You will remain faithful to Me, but it is pleasing to me how you place all hope in Me. You know that you are nothing, and you are just like a flag on the wind, and only by My grace you remain loyal to Me.
Yes Lord, I am aware of my weakness.
Well, my child, I want to give you a great grace. Was I not asking Peter before I gave him a great task? He has become a pillar of My testament for you children, before I come back to you. Now I want to lay My sacrifice on you, little one.
LORD, HERE I AM
Jesus, here I am Your servant, ready to live for You and accept Your every sentence.
DO NOT BE AFRAID
Child, you have trusted me, that’s good. Do not be afraid. I know what I have made you capable of, and if you feel fear, it means that you have no grace for this or that work. I have given you graces to carry My Cross, to belove Me above all else. You will endure my sufferings because I have loved you so much that I will give you a special grace. I’ve been preparing you for this for a long time. (…) My little. That’s the answer I was expecting from you. Surrender to My Power, servant of God (…) because you beloved Me so much that you are giving yourself to me in your entirety and I need your suffering for the salvation of many and for the strengthening of My works in you. Do you give yourself completely to me?
Yes Lord, i am Yours My Jesus Christ, Infinite King of the Universe.
Good, my child. Therefore, exercise My Will and feel Me constantly (…) This will be the source of your suffering which you will happily bear for Me.
Yes, Jesus, I am Your servant and Your Will is the fulfillment of My most secret desires.
Child, you please Me. I love you, and my Father found in you a particular fondness. Behold, you will serve Me steadfastly and you will receive My Spirit to be able to bear the Passion that I will impose on you. Amen.
Jesus, Beloved Rabbi, let me rest in You forever. Let Your Holy Will be fulfilled in me and all your creation.
I love you child. Now, rest (…)
I love You and I am awaiting You, Lord.
Very well, My little sacrifice. Depart in peace. I, God the Father, Son of God and Holy Spirit, bless you and mark you for My Glory. Amen.
I adore You, Holy Trinity. Amen
POWER OF PRAYER
For a few days I have been watching the strange phenomenon in front of the projects that I am living in. There on a few pines growing between the apartment buildings are gathered together several hundred crows and rooks. There are so many of them that it is hard to believe it and they are screaming so loud that when we pray , mother and I , they are drowning us out. Today, in the evening, we have prayed a special novena to Saint Michael the Archangel. Then the birds quieted down and moved away.
Yes My little one, I am waiting and waiting for you.
Dear Jesus, I thought it would be better to talk when everything would quiet down.
OBEDIENCE TO GOD
No, it’s better to talk when I want to, and you do listen, if I by any chance am not calling you.
Well I just did not hear and I did not feel this time. Forgive me Rabbi. Perhaps you would prefer a constant time that you would never have to wait?
No child, I want you to listen to Me and hear Me when I call you.
Jesus, is it You?
Yes, little one, I’m not angry with you. But I do need you to focus, and you still have too many things in your head that compete with Me.
I am sorry My Master. Now I will quiet down myself, indeed so many things, and for me it’s all so new and my chaos does not help, but I want to improve.
Very well. I will tell you about the cross. The cross that you see in the church, it is the Dominican cross.
Why are you showing it to me?
REMEMBER ABOUT MY PASSION
I want you to always remember My Passion. (…)
Yes Master, I desire this.
Well then. I will be asking you, because you do not realize yet what is happening in your life, but you trust in me and you desire Me, My child. This is what I need the most from you. You will still, for a certain period of time not know what is going on, because I need to strengthen your faith, and when you will be strengthened, I will reveal Myself sufficiently to you.
Dear Jesus, I have the impression that everything that is happening to me is so incomprehensible, therefore I try to do what You need from me on a given day and bring You joy, but thinking about it all in a large scale is beyond me. Lord, I need Your Light.
GOD KNOWS THE BEST
My little one, I know better what you need, do not forget that I am God All-Knowing.
Yes Lord, You know everything. (…) My Lord, you seem different to me today?
And you? Are you not tormented with doubts today?
Yes, Jesus, they come to my mind all the time, but I reject them, Rabbi.
STUBBORNNESS OF SATAN
I know. You are doing well, for the evil spirit will not rest until they take you away from me.
Lord, doesn’t he know that You have tied me to Yourself?
SATAN DOES NOT KNOW EVERYTHING
No child, it is hidden from him. This one is blind and deaf.
Thank you, Dear Master. Would You like me to come back later?
Yes, come back to Me and do not drink coffee.(I am fasting on bread and water for priests today, but I wanted to drink coffee so badly, I put grounded coffee into a glass, but I decided to postpone to add water for a little longer).
Okay, my Lord, I will not have it (…)
X X X
Yes, I am here little one.
Master, today I have a lot to apologize for, a lot and I am very sorry.
Okay then. It got to you. I will not always tell you that you are doing something wrong. You have to know it yourself. That would be unfair to others. You have your angels, let them tell you.
Jesus, was it You speaking?
Yes child, I mean, if I told you every time that you were doing something wrong, there would be no place for merit, and I want your merits for Myself.
Beloved Father, I love You.
FATHER AND I, WE ARE ONE
Yes, little one. We are One. God is One in the One Trinity. Speaking to Me, you give Glory to the Father. Do not think that you neglect Him by loving Me. God the Father is in Me, and I am in Him. I am one with My Father and the Holy Spirit.
But Jesus, can you explain to me why then God the Father says sometimes that He is the least worshiped One?
GLORY OF GOD THE FATHER
When a man worships Me without awareness of giving Glory to the Father, He does not receive Glory due to Him. My Father, the Creator whom I belove above all, gave Me power and authority to sit on His Throne. We are One, but My Father is forgotten. You cry out to Him too little. He, full of Glory, is very Gracious and through My Name, you can obtain a lot, but who is calling to the Father “Our Father” thinking of Him as the Father? This is what the Father expects.
Jesus, I still do not understand.
I know child. At the moment you will not understand it, however, I will slowly reveal my secrets to you.
I love You and I love God the Father and I love the Holy Spirit, but each of one of these loves is a little different from the other.
THE UNITY OF THE HOLY TRINITY
I know child. You are able to love in a human way, assigning roles. For you, different role has The Father , another The Son and still another The Holy Spirit, but we are One so you may love us all the same.
Jesus, this is incomprehensible, I am not able to understand it yet. I am explaining everything to myself the way I am able to.
I know little one, My Father even likes this logic of yours.
Yes, you are using words that no one else is using towards God.
But is it good Lord?
Yes child. Speak from the heart, and what kind of heart you have, your words will be like that.
I love you, you know it. Today, I was thinking that I am losing people that are close to me because of You, but I care so much about You that I somehow endure it and I could not do it otherwise. Because with You it is wonderful, and I always hold hope that they at some point will be close to me. But, if I could be with them as close as it used to be, and with You further, I would despair. That would be a nightmare. I could not bear it, this emptiness.
Yes, My little one. You understand that it is worth to suffer for Me and that not even one suffering that is shared with me is hopeless because I am a Hope.
Yes Master. You are my air.
Little child, I’m a lot more than that.
Yes Lord, I know. It’s just that I can not live without You.
My little one and I too attached Myself to you. Your chirping like a bird is dear to Me.
My Beloved God… I just sigh…
Okay, do you still have the strength to write?
I have plenty for You, Master!
Beloved child, write then. For priest X:
MY SON, DO NOT STOP IN THE BATTLE
My son, do not subside in battle. I am pleased with your deeds and your burning heart. I, God, support and protect you. This little handmaiden will serve you with My voice. I will speak to you through this child, and you do listen to My Voice, with which I support you in your service. You are My chosen to preach about My Kingdom. Do not collapse on the road, many adversities are awaiting you, but I, My son am with you constantly. You were given an abundance of My gifts to proclaim My Glory. Now go and teach, because for this reason I have sent you, My faithful priest. I have few servants so faithful and open to My call. I opened your mind to see through the plan of evil and prepare the way for Me. And now, go and teach. It is I, Jesus Christ saying this, your Beloved God, who will never abandon you. Amen.
Okay, My child, now go to him.
Most Dearest Lord, this week?
Yes, this week, it may be on Friday. I expect this from you.
And should I only show him only this message for him?
Yes, he is waiting for My sign and you will be that sign for him.
I love You God, you are Wonderful.
Yes, little one, I’m Wonderful for children that are loving Me.
COMING OF THE KING
You are so great even for those who do not love You.
I still am child, but not for long.
Dear God, will You answer me?
Yes, go and show him that what I dictated for him.
And also what you had said about him before?
That he is the voice in the desert?
Yes, repeat this to him as well (…)
Beloved Jesus, should I tell him (…)?
No, let him trust in Me.
Will he understand everything or do you want me to give him explanation?
No. No. If he will have a question, you will ask Me for him.
Very well Rabbi. I love working for You.
I know, My little one, it is nice to have a servant so willing to work for Me. I love you, little child. Your God is embracing you in His Arms.
Jesus, why do I have today so many doubting thoughts. I do not want them, I renounce them, I trust You blindly and that’s the end!
My child, you are being attacked. (…)
Well, God, what was I thinking.
Do not be afraid child, you have God as your Father.
I AM HIDING IN YOUR BEARD
My Beloved Father, I’m hiding in Your Beard. (Often, in difficult times, I imagine that I hug myself to God the Father, in fact a very childish way of looking for protection, but in the presence of the Gigantic Father, each of us is a small child, in my mind I am very small, like God’s Finger and I have my special place on His Chest, I’m hiding under His holy Beard and nothing, absolutely nothing is terrifying to me then).
Come, child. You see how you make your God laugh…(Jesus laughed).
You’re laughing, aren’t You, Rabbuni?
You see it yourself.
I see You Lord, but it is in spirit, I feel You more in spirit.
You’ll see, wait patiently. I will show you Myself because you have beloved Me.
I beloved You up to the point of madness. Only You alone are enough for me.
I’m glad to hear it. And your family?
I need them so I could to tell them about You. You see Yourself, You are in the first place.
Yes child, this approach will lift you to Me, little one.
Is it You, Jesus?
Yes, it is I, do not be afraid. I speak in different ways.
Dear God, are all Your messages from the last two days and the last one true?
Yes child, everything I told you is true.
Lord, will You pour on me those great GRACES?
Yes child, give me yourself and I will clothe you in My Glory.
My Sweetest Savior, you know that I’m unworthy of this.
I know, but I especially beloved you child and I will endow you with My gifts. Don’t you feel how I beloved you?
I feel Beloved Rabbi. You spoil me.
Yes, I love you beyond measure My child. Do you want to suffer for Me?
Yes, Jesus. I trust in You and I love You.
Well then. It will be given to you.
I entrust myself to You my Beloved Father.
My little daughter, do not be afraid. I know what I told you and you will not be harmed. Be humble in offering yourself to Me and do not be afraid of anything, because I know best what I have made you capable of.
God, let Your Will be done. I know nothing, but I trust in You My Most High.
That’s good, My little one. Do you still want to ask something?
Were these ugly birds natural?
No child, it was especially sent to you for intimidation, so that you would feel anxiety at night.
Oh, once or twice I let myself be caught. I’m sorry, Lord.
My child, trust in Me infinitely. I said, that nothing will happen to you and I will keep My promise, so you can sleep peacefully, because you child, have My seal on you.
Thank you, Beloved Rabbi, and do You still want me to choose some fragments of messages for priest X?
No child, not yet. Do not be afraid. Go to him, I will protect you.
Very well My Good Rabbi. Everything You say. (…)
I will hide you and you must trust Me.
Good, lay down, you had enough sensations for today. Amen.
Yes child, I am next to you.
Lord, I apologize to You very much, I overslept again and then doubts tormented me again. I regret this Lord. I give to You my weakness and sinfulness. Transform me, Master, that I may be Your faithful servant.
My Beloved child, it was not I who called you in the morning. It was your guide.
It means who, Lord Jesus?
Child, your angel could not wake you up because you caught a cold. Take vitamins and eat fruits.
And I will drink calcium.
No, you do not have to drink it. You’ve been drinking it a lot lately.
Thank you, Lord, are You not being angry with me?
No child, I know what you are going through. I’ll explain it to you. Do you think that you are suggesting solutions to Me yourself?
No, Lord, that would be a great pride. But I feel a desire for something, I think that I would like to do something for You, that it would be great if You would like to give me such a grace or such a task, and then You come and give me such a grace and task, and because of this I am becoming confused in my head and I am in doubt.
My child, do you know what grace means?
It seems to me that I do not quite understand it. It means that You give to person a special ability to feel or do something, without it being an obstacle, that You are enabling a person towards something.
Yes child. However, I distribute graces through My Spirit. I give inspirations to man. So, if you do My Will, you listen to My Voice, My desires, if you want to do My Will, then My desires are becoming your desires. What grace means is that I, God am preparing man for a given task, that even if he is lazy and fearful like you, he only happily awaits to fulfill such a tasks for Me. He wants to serve Me in a given way, because he has received a grace for it. If I would not enable you child, you would not be able to act without hesitation for what I chose you for. My Spirit guides you, shows you the gaps you have to fill. You think child that these are your thoughts, but this is My Will and it is My Grace that you understand My desires as your own work.
I GIVE MAN THE INSPIRATIONS
Do not be fooled by the fact that it is you who thinks what to do, and I, Almighty God, only nod you: “how wise you invented it”. Do you understand child this ambush?
DO NOT BE FOOLED
Yes Lord, it is a great sin of pride.
Yes, My little one. Do not let yourself to be led astray. Trust me blindly and do not fear anything. I will lead you.
Will you come soon for me, Beloved Master?
I will come for you. Do not be afraid. When I will arrive, I will take you in My arms so that you will not get hurt My little one. Do you want to serve Me as I wish it?
Yes, Jesus, You know everything. I love You.
Very well, little one. In that case, I will support you. Do, what you supposed to do, do not worry about the future, because I have you in My special care. Do you believe it?
DO NOT WORRY ABOUT THE FUTURE
Yes Jesus, I feel that every day.
That’s good. Now ask Me what you wanted to ask.
The candle did something yesterday, but it was not from You, am I right?
Yes, it was his poor plotting. (evil spirit)Do not pay attention to it. When I am acting, you feel that your heart is touched.
Yes Lord, You disarm me.
That’s good, what else?
(…) They are asking how to pray for X most effectively?
Pray for her the chaplet of salvation to Padre Pio, which your father wrote. Padre Pio liberates from such dangers (…)
INTERCESSION OF PADRE PIO
Thank you, Beloved Jesus. You are Wonderful.
Finally, a bit of tenderness. You got so scared of new tasks that you forgot how much you love Me, and you know how scared you would be if I had not enabled you for that sooner?
Yes, Lord, You have created in me a desire to serve You this way. Jesus, do You want to tell me something about finances?
No, do not worry. I will compensate you everything and there will be money, as much as it is needed, but not more.
Okay, Jesus. Thank You very much. I am not feeling well.
I know. Go and eat it. I bless you. Amen.
X X X
Jesus, does everything about the priest X come from You and is it true?
So, I am calling.
You have My Blessing.
It’s good, child. Don’t worry. He will call you back.
I did no leave my number.
X X X
Jesus, Son of God, I love You!
I’m with you, My little one. I love you too. You do not even know how much. I am happy about each time we meet My little soul. Cling to Me, worship Me.
I adore You, Master.
Do you know that the woman you helped, it was I with my heavy cross? (On the way I passed a woman who had as many as 5 heavy bags. I helped her carry them home).
Beloved, if I knew I would kiss her feet.
Yes, My child, you do not realize that I am in every person that is in a need of help.
Dearest Jesus, I’m sorry, I’m so unworthy.
My child, you hurt Me joking in this way. Child, do not torment yourself.
I’m so stupid. You are telling me about important things, and I did not joke when I wrote it. Forgive me, God. What am I doing? I am not worthy of Your great graces. You suffer, and I want to joke with You. I want to suffer with You. I’m sorry, I do not understand. I do not realize anything. I am so unworthy Jesus. I’m insulting You with my stupidity.
My child, do not torment yourself, I told you this already. I am not hurt by those who joke even if it is at the wrong time but with love, but the hurt comes from the ones who do not help me to carry My cross. You helped Me. Do not despair, because I do not reprove you.
I know Lord, but I am very little appreciative of Your graces and forget how You suffer so much. I am an egoist and I would like for us to be happy so that we could joke and so that You might laugh. I want to make You laugh, but You need my suffering, not stupid jokes. forgive me, because I’m so ashamed that I can fall under the ground.
My little one, I am explaining this to you, that you have helped Me to carry the cross today, showing mercy to this woman. I love you. Your love for Me guides you. My little one, you would like to make Me happy as much as you are capable of. Wouldn’t I be appreciative of this? I chose you as such a childish child and I love you that way. Child, these are not important things, so do not dwell on them and do not waste your energy because you will need it later this week.
Okay, my Lord. You are so good to me.
How could I discipline you when you so beautifully testify about Me? Child, I have sent you, and you are not ashamed of Me, though I am the object of mockery among Your friends.
Maybe distant friends. My close friends love You, although they are not always able to admit it.
Okay, maybe they are distant. But you testified well.
Thank You Jesus. I feel anxiety about this last matter. Can I give this to You Lord?
Yes, child, give me everything you have trouble with. I’ll help you.
GIVE ME ALL THAT YOU HAVE TROUBLE WITH
And he does not answer my call. (The person to whom Lord Jesus told me to go).
I know. Do not worry. Everything will work out as it should.
Can I ask about one person?
There is such a kind gentleman. My mother tells me that he is weird. Can I trust him?
No child. He is strange because he serves two masters. God and mammon.
How is it? Jesus, is it You who is speaking?
Yes, little one. I will not tell you to avoid him but be careful because he can harm you.
He has this picture of You and he does not know that it is bad. (The image, Jesus told me to destroy, see Volume 1).
Exactly, it should give you something to consider.
Jesus, I’m so naive. (…)
Do not be afraid. This is not a dangerous man, only two-faced. Do not be afraid of him, but do not trust him hundred percent, because he is not Mine entirely.
Seems to be so strongly converted … what does it mean not entirely Mine?
You see, he wants to be perceived that way, but there is still a lot of dirt in his heart. I do not live there.
Jesus, it is You Who is speaking?
Yes child. Do not worry, because he cannot hurt you, but do not let him get too close.
And if he wants to distribute some materials?
Look at what he gave you and judge for yourself. There are no bad things there.
Lord, but if something would be wrong, will You tell me?
Yes child, you have to be careful, because Satan will attack you through pious people. You expect it from non-believers, but the worst are pseudo-believers. They can hurt you the most.
THE WORST ARE PSEUDO-BELIEVERS
I am so naive, Lord, I do not know if I can see the difference. And X? Should I be afraid of him?
No child. He is completely harmless. He loves Me and My Mother and you have rightly loved him. Do not be afraid of him, because his heart is as pure as you feel. Just know my little one, that other people may perceive it in a strange way and that’s why you should control him.
Should I worry about it?
My child. I know that you have a pure heart and he has one, but those who look at you do not always have pure hearts, so they see you as unclean. Do you understand?
Yes Lord, I will do as you say. I’m scared a little bit now, I guess I’m not too nice?
You are nice and young. People cling to you and that’s why satan can slip into your favor so easily. You must love everyone but be prudent as My Mother was. Ask Her for help. She knows all the hearts through.
Very well, Master. Thank you so much for your Holy advice. You probably could not have warned me before. Although now I am aware that You had warned me, but I thought that it was regarding other people.
No child, it was about those.
Very well, Lord, I will try to be more cautious. Would You like to tell me something else?
No child. You still have duties and remember that I am with you.
Yes Master. I will think about You.
Souls in Purgatory
During one of the nightly pilgrimages (to Niepokalanów) I saw in the ditches along the road a dense gray-pink fog, and from it protruded human hands reaching out to us. I did not understand it before, but now I know that I have seen the souls in Purgatory begging us for help and gathering prayers for themselves, because the pilgrimage always prays for the souls in purgatory.
GIFT OF FULL INDULGENCES
Another time I thought about two dead sisters from my family, whom I knew needed prayers, however I forgot about them. Immediately, I heard a shrill of a female cry: help us! We beg! I decided at once that I would give them full indulgences in the following days and heard: Blessed are you forever!
And who is so sad today?
I’m scared of everything and I feel so powerless. I am waiting for You, God, for You to come.
My little one, it will not be long that you’ll have to wait. I will come and take you to Myself and you will no longer have to fast.
I’m sorry, my God, that I’m so irksome today. I think I eat too little?
Not enough, you have to eat more. One cannot last like that.
I love You and thank You for Your grace today and yesterday during the Holy Communion (I felt the bitter, organic taste of the Holy Host, just as it used to be six times previously).
I granted you this miracle, so you would remember that you receive Me, and that I am going through the Passion during every Holy Mass.
Thank you, Master, and I apologize that sometimes I find it difficult to concentrate. I feel so powerless. You see, the spirit is willing, but my will is nothing. I want to be useful to You, but I amount only to shortcomings.
My child, do not give up. Everything will line-up in accordance with My Will. Do not be worried ahead of time, because you are wasting the strength you need. Did you forget that you have to trust in Me?
No Lord, but sometimes it turns out that I misunderstand something, I do not know, I give it all to You. Take it and transform me, Master, because I feel so terribly powerless and frightened.
I know, My little Agnes, but, did you forget how much I love you? Child, you will see what treasures I have for you. Do not give up, do not despair. I have not chosen you because you are perfect, but I am searching for your imperfection to show My Perfection.
I NEED YOUR IMPERFECTION
Jesus, Son of God, You suffer so much, and I am still looking to lean on You…
You are doing well, come to Me. My pleasure is to support you when you are so weak. Lean on Me and do not be afraid. I am your God. Child, I will protect you, I will save you, I will take care of you. Abandon yourself to Me.
God, all is Yours and all is for You. Sometimes I feel that I just want to disappear in You so that You can take me to Yourself. I know that You have other plans. I want to fulfill everything, but I am just longing for You so much, I miss Your security. I know that You can make it so that I can feel You and be immediately happy, and if You do not do it, it means that I should feel the other way now, am I right?
Yes, My little one. Just like that. I know that it is difficult for you, but will you endure some more for Me?
Yes. Surely, I can endure it. I’m calming down now. I’ll be waiting for You. I am already waiting, and I look for Your Kingdom. I am homesick.
I know my child. Tomorrow, I will let you feel Me. Child, do you love Me?
I love You very much.
That’s good, I love you too, little child. You will have to endure greater suffering for Me. Do you wish this?
I want it.
Good. You are faithful to Me, child. I love you. I will never leave you. You will work for Me and I will protect you day and night.
Tonight, I was being strangled. (I had a dream in which the evil spirit caught me and strangled me with all its strength, I had worse things than that happen to me and not only in my dreams, but Lord Jesus took pity on me and forbade the evil spirits to frighten me that way, but now they can talk to me. They also torment me with doubts and pretending to be Jesus himself).
It was strangling you indeed, but you yourself know why. Didn’t you say that when the evil spirit was bothering you, at least you had no doubts?
I know, Lord, because these doubts are terrible too.
I know child, but if you want to help me, you must endure it and overcome it. My little Agnes, lean on Me and do not be afraid of anything. Believe that nothing bad will happen to you, because I, God, the Unconquerable, reign over what wants to hurt you.
My beloved God, thank You. Will you show Yourself to me soon?
Do you want this?
I want this very much. I really want this. I know that I have too little faith, but I would like to see You clearly.
You will see Me soon.
Then I will wait. Lord, for You, time is quite different.
No child, it is only with you people that you have present and tomorrow.
Lord, is this impatience a sin?
Not in this meaning. You have no sin.
And should I go to confession now, because soon will be a month? However, my confessor reads the messages now.
No, you do not have to. I can wait for it.
Because I think I should go as always to him?
Yes. That would be best.
Do you want me to go to church now?
Go, your head will stop hurting.
Okay, so I’m going.
See you there. I love you little child. Your Jesus.
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SAINT ANDREW BOBOLA
Today in the church I looked with admiration and love at the image of our great saint Andrew Bobola, because his martyrdom is unsurpassed for me and I did not even have time to say anything except a sigh: Dear Saint Andrew, when he said: Be persistent and do not be afraid. Lord has prepared great works for you. Do not be afraid.
SAINT STANISLAUS KOSTKA
In my dream I saw a young priest. Actually, I saw a slim, slender boy with black short hair in a cassock. It seems to me that it was saint Stanislaus Kostka. Could our next great saint “come forward” for a pilgrimage?
I am here My little one.
Lord, thank you. You strengthened me so much. Thank you, I do not have a headache anymore. It passed away at the church, as you said. Thank you that saint Andrew could comfort me and that my friend visited.
You see child, how good is to lean on God. Keep coming to Me, little child, whenever you are at the end of your durability, and I will strengthen you. Don’t I know what a weakling you are?
Thank you, Dear Master. Sometimes I think that I have to endure and do not ask for help.
No child, this is not a good way. Only with My help will you manage the duties that I have put on you and only with My help will you bear My cross. You yourself cannot do anything.
ONLY WITH MY HELP YOU WILL MANAGE
Yes, my Rabbi. I’m so weak. I know that I am nothing without You. I wandered away in such a thinking.
Just remember constantly about your weakness and misery, so I would not have to remind you about it.
Very well Master. I will make an effort. And was this young priest whom I saw in the dream saint Stanislaus Kostka?
Ask him yourself when we finish talking. He has something to tell you.
Thank you, beloved Jesus. You strengthened me so much that I do not know how I could have been so weak before. I just wish that he’d already phoned.
Relax, you still have some time.
Lord, and does the kneeler that I have suits You, or do I kneel too little?
It suits Me because you are kneeling.
Because I can still redo something if You want me to, and if not then I will not do any changes.
Do not change anything. You’ll get used to it. Waste of time. You suppose to kneel on it and you are, so what are these disputes about?
Yes. Thank you, Master. In that case, it will be as is and I understand that is the way You like it. Can I ask if St. Joseph, could he be with together with another saint on the same board?
Hmm. He could be but ask saint Joseph. He will judge it the best himself.
Beloved God, Jesus, how deeply you love Him …
Yes, I love him very much…
Thank You very much for everything. I will begin today the reading of the Diary of saint Faustina.
That’s good. I’ve waited for it. Learn from your older guide. You will see many of your traits in her that she overcame.
Thank you, Lord. I read the passage and I already know that she talked more dignified to You. I still have to learn a lot.
She had different graces and do not forget that she was a nun. You do not receive such teachings, and I am interested in your heart, not in your speech. Ask saint Faustina for help and guidance. She is very kind towards you because she knows what you are going through. It was very similar with her. Read and you’ll realize it yourself.
Thank You, Beloved Master.
Very well, child. Enough for today. Go to sleep. I love you and bless you. Amen.
I also love You and bless You God.
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I am listening to you child?
Dear Saint Joseph, I would like to make a plaque with your likeness for a pilgrimage. Will you come with us as the patron of the End Times?
SAINT JOSEPH PRAYS FOR POLAND
I’ll go. I will gladly go and, together with you, I will ask Mary for mercy over your country.
Thank you. I am very happy. Dear Saint Joseph, then surely the Holy Mother will hear us. And my mother asks if you are her patron?
Of course, I am. Since she chose me, I look after her constantly. She is my beloved daughter. I do not leave her even for one step.
Were you in her dream recently?
Yes, I was in her dream, on her birthday. Let her think warmly of me, I am not that harsh at all.
You are not at all, you are so loving! I am very happy that I can hear you pure Guardian of the Holy Family. You are a model of obedience and virtue. Could you be also my patron and take care of me in these times and circumstances and protect me from the devil?
Yes, I will take care of you, because my Jesus likes you so much that I would support you so that you would be to Him a comfort in these difficult times. I will be with you. Ask me and cry for help when you feel scared. I, saint Joseph, am the terror of the hellish spirits. They will not do anything to you because they are prohibited to approach you, but when you will be afraid, be sure that I am protecting you, just as I protected my Holy Family. As a favorite of Jesus, you are also my child and I feel responsible for you. You have a large group of saints loving you, so give yourself to Jesus and do not worry or fear because the eyes of Heaven are turned on you.
Thank you, dear saint Joseph. Thank you, I feel safe now. I will pray specially to honor Your taking me under your protection.
Good. Pray to me. You are praying not enough to me. I can really do a lot in Heaven.
THE NEED OF THE PRAYER TO SAINT JOSEPH
Very well, beloved saint Joseph. Are you as beautiful as on the picture that I have?
This is a difficult question for saint …
You are not tough at all, I will tell my mother and she will be happy.
Well. Now you can go to sleep, as my Beloved Jesus commanded you.
Okay, saint Joseph. You probably must be on a separate board?
I do not have to. You are giving me honor by praying to me. There will be no one to carry these boards for now. Later you will do more, when you will have a sponsor, and for now I can be with saint Stanislaus Kostka. This is a very nice saint.
Thank you, beloved saint Joseph. I love you and bless you.
Thank you, child. You have my love and blessing. Till next time.
X X X
Saint Stanislaus Kostka?
I am here.
SAINT STANISLAUS KOSTKA PROTECTS POLAND
Were you in my dream tonight?
Yes, I was. I was in your dream because I am the patron of Poland and I want to save Poland. Take me with you and I will pray and intercede a lot in this matter. I cannot watch how this generation has gone astray. I love Poland. We will save Poland.
THIS GENERATION LOST THE WAY
Saint Stanislaus, very willingly. There is still not enough of us, that’s why you are not on the poster board yet, but you will be with saint Joseph for now.
I am honored.
You are so young. I knew that it was you in my dream.
Yes, it was I. I will especially pray for young people during this pilgrimage, for Polish youth. There is no one to lead them. My path to holiness was easier. You are so lost and lied to. I will pray for you a lot.
THERE IS NO ONE TO LEAD THEM
Dear Saint Stanislaus, I am very happy. Come with us, please. I’ll look for a nice photo of you. I think I have one, but I do not know if it’s good enough.
Good. Quite similar.
It is? It’s good to know. Thank you, dear saint Stanislaus for help and prayer. I am very happy that you are coming with us.
Yes, I know now that you have to finish, but I will be around. You can always ask me for help. Especially in matters of young people, I am very helpful.
In that case, can I give you a little X to look after?
Definitely. I will take care of her. She does not have an easy life. I will happily look after her, though she already has saint Father Pio. Together we will take care of her so that she does not go on the wrong path.
Thank you very much saint Stanislaus, that I could hear you. I kiss you and bless you.
Okay, okay. You have my blessing. Go in peace.
Mother of God, I am sorry that I am speaking to You in anguish and anxiousness, but there is a one thing that I must ask about. May I?
My child, calm down. Lord sees your torment. Offer it to us and do not allow yourself to be discouraged. I, the Mother of God, am with you and I support you.
Mother of God, I am not succeeding in becoming better. I have a mess. I want to, but I am unable to do better.
My child, it is not critical for you to be perfect, but that despite of the difficulties you would not give up. Child, do not think about yourself and your state of misery, rather focus on My Tormented Son and His Sufferings. If you want to help Him, forget about yourself, just as I forgot about myself.
Okay, Mother of God, please make the devils that are presently tormenting me to depart.
GOD’S PLANS ARE GREAT
Okay, Agnes, I will make them to go away. Calm down child. God’s plans regarding you are great and only by surrendering to His will and grace you can fulfill them. Trust in the Lord and do not be constantly anxious because Lord knows what you need child.
Thank you, Mother of God, and I apologize for myself.
Okay, what do you want to ask?
Is there to be a pilgrimage held on a Holy Saturday or at another date, because nobody will attend it in the middle of the holidays?
Well then. I know that everyone wants to be at their homes, and the priests would be reluctant, so let’s postpone it a week later.
Very well, Mother of God. We will do it this way. Thank You very much. Be blessed o Lady and help me, because I do not know how to become better.
REPEAT ONLY “JESUS I TRUST IN YOU”
Do not give up and repeat only “Jesus, I trust in you” and you will calm down and deflect evil forces. I love you, My child. I’m with you. Your Mother Mary.
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I am here My child. And I see you in tears again?
I’m sorry, I cannot help it. Lord, I am so uncapable and limited. Forgive me for not improving myself.
THE HOUR OF TRIAL
You are improving My child, you just do not see it. Do not frustrate yourself anymore, because now I am with you. You will cry when I’m gone.
What do You mean by, You will not be here?
When you will not be able to hear Me.
Oh no! … If You want Lord, let these trials come to me. I accept everything.
THANKS TO IMPERFECTIONS YOU CAN OFFER ME SACRIFICES
Well. My beloved child… now you sound differently. I love you, are you aware of that? Why do you cry your eyes out again? Did not I tell you that I love you so weak and helpless? Child, rely on Me. Give to Me your misery. I know that I demand a lot from you, but did not I give the most of myself on the cross? My child, do not let your faults dishearten you. This is a battlefield. Due to those flaws, you can offer Me sacrifices. What benefit would I have from your perfection? I need your misery in order to change it. Child, I want to show to the world how I will form you. You have given yourself to Me and are in My Hands, so My little one, I will take you to the very peak of the mountain, and that on the way you will stumble, it is a certain.
My God, It is so much that I want to fulfill Your plans and obey You, please You. I still see only my shortcomings, that I am not able to overcome anything unlike saint Faustina. You tell me something and I will either forget or I will not make it on time…
COME TO ME. I WILL HELP YOU
Beloved child, calm down. Do I come to tell you how imperfect you are and that I want perfection from you? No child. I come and say: Come to Me. I will help you. I love you no matter what you are.
God, thank You and I’m apologize for myself. I am very nervous about the trip. He is not returning a call and I do not know what to do. (The person to whom Lord told me to go).
But You said, that he will call back.
Yes, that’s what I said. But he is so attacked there that you have to find him yourself. (So, I made another phone call in this matter. It was the last phone call I made, my last idea and I gave up. I decided to go there blindly just as Lord Jesus ordered).
Jesus, I do not know what to do, help me. How can I find him?
I’ll help you. My child, do not despair. I am helping you. Calm down.
Lord, I’m sorry, I have to calm down first and then talk to You. Tell me what to do and I will do it and do not let the evil mix into this answer.
Child, go to Krakow tomorrow and you will find him.
THE NEED FOR UNCONDITIONAL TRUST
Is it You talking, Jesus?
Yes, I Jesus Christ am commanding it to you.
Tomorrow? And not on Saturday? (On Saturday I could go by car with my friends, but Lord was adamant in this matter).
Okay. I will go. I bless You.
Calm down child. I’ll take care of you. Eat and calm down. Amen.
I was in the church and all my anxieties left me immediately. I gave myself to the Lord. As I left, I knelt down and looked at Baby Jesus and then I noticed that this beautiful Baby Jesus runs to me from the presbytery. When He reached me, He put His arms around my neck, hugging me. He leaned His Beautiful Little Head on me and told me that He dwells in me. I am depressed, tormented by doubts, and yet the Lord gives me another grace. How Good He is….
After returning home, and it was late Thursday in the evening, a person I could not contact for a whole week actually called me back, just as Jesus told me at the beginning.
Jesus, I love You. I apologize for my behavior today. I am very ashamed. I am miserable Lord. You know how weak my faith is and that I am nothing without You.
Yes, My child, I know this and that’s why I beloved you so much. Child, do you want Me to look after you?
It is only You Lord that I want.
Very well, my little one. I am with you. My delight is to look after you when you rely only on Me.
Beloved Savior, I am still so unreliable and ungrateful, and You, each time I fail You, cuddle me to Yourself. Beloved God, I am so unworthy of those favors that you pour on Me, but only say the word and I will increase Your Glory and I will serve You tirelessly and courageously until I do not recognize myself at all.
My little one, that’s what I planned for you. Give yourself to Me and I will make you My banner. Isn’t that what My Father told you?
Yes. Beloved God, the Father comforted me today during Holy Mass. God, I love you. I forgot what You told me, but I was very happy and calmed down immediately.
My little one, I told you that I care for you and your misery is endearing to Me.
Beloved, Sweet God, I love You so much. You are so wonderful towards Me, no one has ever pampered me so much. God, You’re so Beloved, if people knew how Good You are…
THE SON OF MAN IS GOOD
My little one, I’ve been telling them about it for years, but nobody wants to believe. They think that I am a vengeful and unjust, but I will not show My love to those who slander Me. The same way as I kept silent before the high priest, so I will be silent towards those unbelievers and they will not see how Good is the Son of Man, and you my little handmaid I will carry in my arms as a proof of My Love to those who vilify Me that I am an unjust God, even though they do not measure up to My Justice.
God, you beloved me despite my unworthiness. I am no better than others, because it is only You who gave me faith and put Love for You in my heart. I do not have any merit.
YOU WILL FALL WITH SOBBING ON YOUR KNEES
My little one, I know you want to defend them somehow, but child, you have not vilify Me. Even when you were in despair at the very thought of blasphemy, you fell on your knees and apologized when you came to your senses. And them? They blaspheme against Me with cold hearts and cold blood. How much longer should I bear My humiliation!? How much longer will I still be a humble Lamb?! But I tell you, who will not love Me in the defenseless Infant, who will not fall on his knees before Me hanging silent on the cross, who will not humble himself before My beloved Mother, he will not enter the Kingdom of Heaven. For when you will see My Power and you will see your own misery and vulnerability… Children, … you will fall sobbing to your knees, but I tell you, it will be too late.
I WILL REVEAL MYSELF IN MY JUSTICE
What do I need your fear for? This is not the fear of God. For let the one who received this gift of the Holy Spirit tell you, she trembles at only the thought of insulting or hurting Me. And you ingrates you not even want to know Me and you will not get to know anymore, because I will not reveal Myself to you in My Mercy, but in My Justice and you will not get to know My Merciful Heart, you who spat on My works of Love! I have no gifts for you anymore. I will distribute them among My beloved sheep. I will gather My holy herd and let mankind, who denied Me, be lost!
Beloved Jesus, how great is Your anger, Lord, I do not know such a Thundering God. My Beloved Love …
My child, how long should I look at this pagan society?! Is this My world? This is not My world anymore! I have created you and every blade of grass that you walk upon, and you are joking around of My Passion! Oh ungrateful people! What have I done to you that you have disgraced and demeaned Me so?! Daughter, how great are My Wounds today! Relieve the suffering of Your God. Comfort Me, My little one.
Jesus, Beloved, I love You so much that I do not want bread or drink, only You in my heart. My Love, Blessed Rabbi, be glorified in Your Holy Passion. Let all men and all angels sing You glorious songs: o Unconquered and yet so humble Lamb of God, Your Glory is infinite, and Your merit is uncomprehending! Eternal Love, burn me with Your Fire of Love, that I may serve You faithfully now and be a consolation forever!
SING A HYMN OF PRAISE TO GOD
My child, how pleasant are Your words to Me. You do not even have any idea how consoling you are to Me … how the Son of Man being unloved suffers, and how your love washes My Wounds. My beloved very little child, I have created you to sing My praises, and bring Me My children and you will make Your God happy.
God, I love You, lead me, Lord, I want to fulfill everything you decide, because I myself cannot do anything, but You can do everything, so use my life according to Your Plans.
My devoted to Me child, I love you. Will you suffer with Me on the cross?
I love You, where You are, God, there I am. Strengthen me, so that I could persevere with such great tortures, but I desire what You want, Lord.
My little one, I love You. I want to have You all the time close to Me, do you want that?
I want to Beloved Jesus. My heart is in You, where will I go?
My child, I love you so much, you are comforting Your God. Do you want to be with Me at My Golgotha?
I want to, Jesus, I want to be with You everywhere. You attached me to Yourself and I will not break those bonds. Give me Your Spirit, that my misery will not disappoint You.
UNITY WITH GOD
My little child. I love you. How much My Heart is kindled for you… How nice is to see how you give yourself to Me, My little one, though you do not know anything and do not understand anything. My little one, … I love you and I will take care of you and if I send suffering on you, it will be the suffering you want child. You will unite with Me.
I love you. Close me in yourself. I want to be one with you, Father. Your Will – to be mine, Your Way – to be mine. I adore You forever.
I know that you are afraid child, but I, God, will make you able and you will bear great burdens for Me, because I beloved you so much, that (…)
Jesus, Son of God, is it You are talking Beloved?
GOD PLANS DIFFERENTLY
Yes child. Each Word comes from Me. I know that you cannot believe that I have chosen you so miserable for such great works, but your weakness attracts Me. It is not you who will act, but I, My child, because you have no illusion that you will do something alone, but with Me you will do great things, because that will be My Will. Do you love Me child above everything?
Yes Jesus, I beloved You like nothing ever in the world!
Very well beloved. Climb to Me. Climb child, and all My Heaven and all the saints pray for you, because you have a great task, but I also place great favors on you my handmaid, My saint.
That’s right, you sacrificed to Me. Since you have been devoted to Me, you will not leave Me, for I keep tighten our bonds. I loved you so much that I want to feel your little heart beating for Me. Do you want this? Does anything in this world still attract you?
No Jesus. Only you are attracting me. The rest are the poor little temptations. Only You and everything through You! Whoever exalts You will be exalted, whoever humiliates You will be humbled. And whoever sets You before mother and father, he will never fail in this choice, because then You will bless father and mother. That is Your justice, that You reward the trust in Your Infinite Love and You will reward hundredfold!
My child, My Spirit speaks through you, and My Spirit is the Infinite and infinite is the work of His in you little one. From now on I will work with you through My Spirit.
Jesus, is it You who are saying that now?
GOD’S SPIRIT DWELLS IN MAN
Yes child. This is an important message and evil spirits are not allowed to interfere. You do not understand what I’m talking about. My Spirit will dwell in you because you gave yourself entirely, and from now on He will work, and you keep your devoted attitude and do not trouble yourself, do not do anything by yourself because I will act through you and you will know My Spirit and His Holy Mercy over chosen ones.
Jesus, I love You. Your graces are incomprehensible to me, and I am only humbling myself in front of You and bowing humbly, for what can I say to Your Majesty? I will be silent and worship You forever! My every word is from You, every vocal sound I pronounce from Your grace, what shall I give You, Oh Infinite, All-Powerful God. If I give you everything that I do, it is only immeasurable misery and you do not need it.
GOD, GIVER OF GRACES
My child, it is the Spirit speaking through you. I love you, I immerse you in My graces, My devoted handmaid.
YOU GIVE INCONCEIVABLE GIFTS TO THE UNGRATEFUL
How great is Your love for me so unworthy, so infinitely ungrateful? Let the whole world see how Gracious, Merciful and Magnanimous You are! You give inconceivable gifts to the ungrateful. Let me be Your sign to many, how much you beloved us, unworthy beings, sinners, that You have such gifts for those who call to You: Savior! Here, I in my misery, am calling to You! Save my soul! I have gone astray, but what am I to You? Have mercy on me and save me from my exile! Let me know Your Sweet Love, which You have prepared for me! … Lord, it was not me who wrote it?
No child, My Spirit. You surrendered to Me completely and I work through You. Do you want to be My tool?
I desire it. Your works are endless.
I BLESS YOU FOR TOMORROW
My little one, I bless you for tomorrow. Go and do not return to Me empty-handed.
What does it mean, Lord, what should I do?
Bring back graces from My servant.
How do I do it, Jesus? I do not understand.
Let him pray for you.
Should I ask him for it?
Yes, child, he will now pray, so let him pray for you, for your (…) and friends. That these pagans will come back to Me, because they have little time left.
Beloved Master, is this what I have to bring You?
YOU PRAY FOR HIM
Yes child. You pray for him and he will pray for you. Load one another and carry each other’s burdens. I make you inseparable. I chose you and you both will serve Me.
Beloved Jesus. Let Your Will be done. I love you now and forever.
And ever Amen child. Get back to your duties.
Jesus, should I repeat it to him?
Of course. (…)
I love you, child, go in peace.
And if he would invite me for a retreat, should I go?
No, you have other chores. I’ll make a retreat for you … My beloved servant. How I love you … Now, go to your duties.
Thank You, Lord. Amen.
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I am here.
My beloved patron, how good to hear you. What you told me in church, that’s all true, and yet I’m sorry that I asked you so little and so little I venerate you.
THE PAIN SUFFERED FOR JESUS INFLAMES SUCH A LOVE IN THE HEART…
Agnes, who are bearing my name, I know your difficulties, but do not be afraid to ask, I’m not as you think. Lord gave me suffering for His Glory and these sufferings were my delight. The pain suffered for Jesus inflames such a love in the heart that it is inconceivable for a human being how much he/she is able to endure.
SUFFERING CAN BE LOVED
You will also learn how much one can love suffering. He is Inconceivable. He is Amazing. In Him even pain is a delight. We both love Him so much … You see how much connects us?
Dear Saint Agnes, you have such a beautiful angelic voice.
I know, I have a nice voice, but you also have a nice voice. You see, we already have two common features, maybe you will convince yourself to me and we will be friends.
Beloved saint Agnes, who am I, that you would like to be my friend, pure martyr for God?
GOD’S JUDGEMENTS ARE UNSEARCHABLE
My path, the divine judgments are unsearchable, and since Lord has set you on my path, I have a great love for you, because by His Will you are given to me so that I would pray for you and take care of your salvation.
Beloved saint, I have never had the courage to talk to you, and you are so wonderful and gentle and lovely.
YOU ARE FOLLOWING JESUS’ FOOTSTEPS
Yes, I am. Saints are wonderful, aren’t they? We are well here in Heaven and we are waiting when you join us. I will support you on your difficult but so blessed and beautiful way. You are walking in the footsteps of Jesus. Do you see it? He attached you to Himself so strongly that you follow Him step by step, though you do not see it. He will not let you out of His hands. Our Savior beloved you very much.
My beloved saint patron, how could I forget about you. You are telling me about my Beloved so beautifully. My eyes are still closed, that I can doubt when He is so kind to me.
Such doubts will come, although sometimes it seems impossible. Evil powers will not leave you, because the Lord allows them to come to you in this way.
Then, I will ask you for help. How should I pray to you?
YOU ARE GOING IN THE VERY CENTER OF DEVILISH SCHEMES
I will compose the prayer myself and dictate it to you. There is not one that I like. But not today. Pray the whole Rosary on the way and upon returning the second one. You will then be protected, because you are going in a very center of devilish schemes. The Lord will protect you and the Most Holy Mother, but it is better to protect yourself with the rosary all the time.
Thank you very much, my patron. When will I hear you again?
Soon. I will come to you myself. Now you have to go. Be well, and I will pray for you that tomorrow you will have within you the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Thank you, saint Agnes. Amen.
When I went to sleep, I had some terrible thoughts and I was overcome by fear. I heard evil spirits. I was afraid and was asking angels and all saints who were close to me for help. And that I was continuously scared, I still was asking again, invoking new reliable saints. Suddenly, I heard the voice of my guardian Angel Bartholomew: Half of the Heaven has already come to your rescue. Then as my eyes were opened and I saw seven people around my bed, angels and saints. On the right side stood saint Joseph, there was also saint Agnes, my holy angels and other people whom I did not see exactly. However, I felt unjustly scolded and replied in my mind: Well, I hope that there are some more of you in Heaven. Then I heard the familiar, cheerful voice of Saint John the Evangelist, who, clearly pleased with my retort said to everyone gathered with the recognition: My Blood… Then I saw him leaning over me at the head of the bed.
I am here My very little one.
I love You. I feel You too little.
I know My child. I do not reveal myself in the crowd. You will feel Me when we will be alone. I love you, My Messenger.
God, You’re so good to me. (…) Lord, will I work on a book with him?
Yes, I want this. However, you must always have time for Me.
I love You. You are the meaning of my life. (…) … Here is paradise, Lord. You live here.
THEY PREPARED A BEAUTIFUL DWELLING FOR ME HERE
Yes, I live here. They have prepared a beautiful dwelling for Me here.
Jesus, priest X asks if he is to finish the construction, and would You please send him a lawyer, that would defend it all, as a sign of me.
Child, let the construction be finished. I will give him a lawyer, but not as a sign about your mission, because he has already believed, and I bless his simple heart for it, but as a sign that I especially beloved him. The lawyer will come, the money will come also. Let him trust Me (Soon afterwards, unexpected legal aid from Warsaw appeared, and with masterful skills priest was defended).
Thank You, Jesus. Can I convey it to him?
Yes. Tell him the words for him. (…)
Jesus, do You know where this ax is?
I know, but call out, Saint Antoni, not Me.
Forgive me. Okay Father. I love You with all my heart. Burn me throughout with the fire of Your Love, Lord, so I would only remain as Your temple.
Good, My child. I draw you closer. I need your love.
Jesus, take whatever You like out of me. I am Yours and all I have is Yours.
My little one, go now and witness about Me. I bless you, child. Amen.
X X X
Jesus Christ, do You want to talk to me?
A moment ago, he just pretended to be You. (The evil spirit pretended to be Jesus, he had a grudge against me, so I realized that it was not Jesus, because he always admonishes with love)
I know child, you are more and more attentive, I like it. You hear my voice better.
O Lord, Your Voice is so gentle…
Did you miss Me, My child?
Jesus, I missed You so much, but I also had the emptiness in my heart, in my head. I was longing for longing of feeling You. Why did this happen?
I am trying you.
Jesus, will You explain it to me?
Yes child. To feel Me is a grace. The constant feeling of Me is a great grace, but sometimes I want you to experience the lack of this grace so that you will experience the emptiness that is the lack of love for Me.
God, I am nothing. Thank You for making me aware of it. I do not have any merit in loving You, although I have thought so far that it is the only possible merit I can have.
My little one, you have merit in the fact that you want to love Me, but without Me you can do nothing. I love you, My child. It’s good to have you with Me again.
Did I leave You, Lord?
Yes, My little one. You were so busy with the new situation that you could not focus on prayer.
That is why You give me this experience Lord?
No, not only because of that.
Jesus, I’m sorry, I know that I am not able to be with You in a good way when I’m with many people. That’s why You let me feel Your Wounds? Am I correct?
Hmm, this is not the only reason, but yes, I have also given you this grace for this reason.
Beloved Master, I love this grace. Do not take it away from me, because I want to be constantly aware of Your holy presence in me.
Very well, child, you’ll get even more.
Jesus, my Beloved, you are such a Gracious Lord… I do not deserve anything. My Merciful Redeemer, Your mysteries are unsearchable. Why me, so unfaithful, You bestow with so many favors?
My little one, you will not understand it. I love your immense weakness. Child, you are so clumsy without Me, and because of this, you easily allow yourself to be lead. I love your smallness and your humility, your eyes being fixed on Me. I decided about you before you came into the world, that you will be My chosen one.
Jesus, I am not worthy even to say Your Holy Name, so much I transgressed against You.
My child, I beloved you so much that if you would realize it, you would not be able to say a word.
Lord, You have created me and You know best. I only know that no one has ever loved me and will never love me like You do, my Beloved God. There is no greater love than this, when somebody gives his life for his friends.
Yes little one. My love is the only one. I love you with a strength that you will not understand. I beloved you so much…
My Dearest, Beloved, I live for You, to love and adore You. Be blessed, Merciful Lamb (It was the Lord Jesus who wrote “Lamb”, I originally wrote “God.” When I later read the text, I noticed that). I adore You! Forgive me that I let You down so much and even when You started talking to me, I doubted for such a long time.
Not that long.
Are you satisfied with me, Lord? Did I accomplish the task well?
YOU ACCOMPLISHED THE TASK
Yes, child, I like that you have not tried to make Me attractive. You spoke the usual way, just as My Spirit commanded you (…) remember that the only person you should always like to please is Me. You cannot serve two masters.
Yes, Master, thank You for this wise teaching. Please, give me your Holy Spirit to remember this lesson and learn it.
Very well, My little one. You will become more and more like Me. Did I want to please anyone more than my Father.
No, Lord, You always thought about the Father. Even when You talked in the synagogue when You were 12 years old. Always Father was in the first place, and then everything else.
Yes, child, you understood it well.
Jesus, I have only one question. Is this wallpaper with butterflies bad?
It is not evil in itself, it only symbolizes evil.
Master, but that’s only butterflies, You created them?
THEY USE MY WORK TO SPREAD HATRED AND PAGANISM
Yes, child, but bad people use My work to spread hatred and paganism.
Could you explain it to me, please?
SATAN IS USING THIS SYMBOL
My child, Satan uses this symbol to rule this world. You will not understand it, but there are symbols that belong to him, even though I originally created them, just like a butterfly.
Jesus, does it mean that it attracts the evil?
It means that it belongs to him. I live in this house, but I told you that I still need to clean it with you. Would you wear clothes with his name?
Do you Jesus ask me about the devil?
Yes child, it is I, Jesus, asking you.
No Beloved, I would never wear it.
So now you understand what’s going on?
Yes, Jesus. Just if it were skulls… but butterflies? It’s hard to believe…
A LOT OF THINGS HAVE DOUBLE MEANING
I know, My little one, but a lot of things have a double meaning. They look innocent, but they have a sinister meaning.
Jesus, should I take it off?
Yes child, do it.
Is it You Jesus, make me to rip it off?
Yes, it is I, Your Jesus Christ, I am telling you this.
Very well, Your Will is holy. Does something else bother You in my home?
No child, let’s leave the rest for now. This one is the most painful and your unconsciousness only heightened My sadness.
That we are so manipulated?
That the deceiver led you, even though you confessed Me.
You see, Lord, what I am… You must tell me everything, or I will do it wrong.
Yes little child, you understand it. Always ask Me, and you will never go astray.
Thank You, Master. I love You.
I love you too, little child. Go to sleep. I bless you. Amen.
Jesus, Beloved, thank You for everything! I love You, the True Giver of Love!
My little one, how happy is My Heart seeing with what joy you receive My gifts.
God, you are so generous to me that I’m breathless. You, Infinite Might, fulfill my dreams. Jesus, Beloved, I know that it will not always be so, because difficult days will come upon me.
My little one, do not be afraid. Don’t you see how I love you? Look how good you feel with Me, how I, God care for you, how unhappy you were without Me, and what are the rewards here for doing My Will.
DON’T YOU SEE HOW I LOVE YOU
I love you. I do not deserve anything, and You are worthy of everything. O Lord, Your merits are infinite, the same as my immeasurable misery. I am nothing, but nothing devoted to You. You act because I mean nothing and if would not serve You, what would my life be like? Can anything do something?
Child, you understand your helplessness and lack of meaning. I mark you with My glory.
Beloved God, I do not need anything, just cuddle in You. I do not care about myself that I have something in people’s eyes, just for this one grace, I am asking You that I would have You with me when I die, so that I can snuggle up to You and always live in You so that You would keep me so strong and close that I could sit by Your holy Throne. God, I know that I am asking You for so much, You have so beloved and meritorious saints, who have loved You so much and gave their lives in torments out of love, and I do not have anything, but if my glorification of You is likable to You, make me to be Your glorifying footstool so I could I only be always with You.
Child, you will be with Me. I, God, will take care of it, that you have the merits which would sanctify you so that you can be with Me in the great closeness that you desire. Child, you have not experienced on earth the warmth that you are asking for, and I will give you it in abundance, because I am a loving Father and your devotion paves you the way to Me. Come little one to your Father, where is your dwelling. Child, much more is awaiting you, but look carefully at Me, and you will not go astray and be with Me in My Kingdom.
God be blessed forever. You know everything, how do I want to serve you, and keep me from deceiving by the devil, if it would overshadow you. I’m renouncing everything that would stand in my way to You.
Truly I say to you child, Your faith in My Mercy opens My Heart for You. Now is My Time of Mercy and although you child are the worker who came to My Vineyard at the end of the day’s work, you will get your payment because you believed in My Love for you and gave Me everything you have.
THIS IS THE END OF THE DAY OF WORK
Jesus, Your Goodness is Immeasurable, Your Grace overpowers me.
Get to know My Heart Burning to you. Will I not take you to myself? Did I die for it, to enjoy you from a distance? No. Verily I say to you, you will receive your reward, which you ask Me for, because I, the Lord, beloved you so much that I want to have you tied to Me forever.
Jesus, I am Your Jesus, Jesus I belong to You. Jesus, with Your grace heal me, decorate me with Your virtues, Mother Most Holy, because I am worthless of the great Lord’s favors, and I can please Him only with the great grace of God. I entrust myself to Your sweet reign of God.
I will prepare you little one. Be faithful to Me as so far. Ask and believe blindly that I beloved you madly and there is no thing that I would not give you when you humbly ask of Me. And you children, ask Me with such childlike trust in My Love. I have such a Soft Heart when she talks. I will give you everything, just ask, because now is My Time of Mercy for you. I will forgive you all, and I will take you all, just ask and I will heal you, cleanse and prepare for Myself.
TIME OF MERCY
My Heaven is a dwelling for many, but few are eager for these great gifts, so come to me, everyone, because now is the Time of My Mercy and you will ask for everything.
FEW ARE EAGER FOR HEAVEN
God, thank You. You are so Good, you are so Beloved, if people would only know how sweet, real your reign is, how Good You are, everyone would run to You and trying to be more holy.
Yes, through My Word for them and to you given, for a testimony for them. Who will believe – he will not die. (…) there are terrible punishments for the despising of My Mercy.
THE MESSAGES ARE THE RESCUE
Lord, does it mean that I am to be careful of whom I will give messages, if I know that someone will rather not believe?
No child, whether he believes or not – it’s not your business. You call, as I am calling, and whoever will not listen will be in a great distress, so child, pray a lot for them, for these souls will be going straight to eternal damnation. This is My last calling. A great act of My Merciful Heart for you, unfaithful children. Do not squander My chance given to you. My Arms are open for you. I am still marking My sheep. (It’s about the marking of God’s servants, which is mentioned in the apocalypse of Saint John, where God holds back the four Angels of Destruction until He put a seal on all God’s servants, Ap 7). If you want to be in My flock children, call out to Me now already, because later I will not listen.
Jesus, guide me what to do to spread Your word.
I will tell you everything, little one. Now, pray a lot. I want you to fast all Wednesdays on bread and water for the intention of this work.
Okay, Jesus, it will be so. All Wednesdays are Yours.
Very well. I will tell you the rest later.
Get back to your mother. I love you and bless you.
X X X
I’m here, child.
God, I’m sorry for my lack of focus today, I’m distracted and it’s hard for me to pray.
I know child, I heard.
What should I do, Lord? I want to be zealous and I’ve become dumbfounded.
You do not have My Light a child.
Did you take it away from me?
I took it.
Jesus, what should I do?
The same child, only you do not have so much grace. You must do the same only in greater toil.
Okay Lord, I’m sorry for my sins. I feel so … already sinful, I would like to go to confession. (…) I am sorry my Magnanimous God for my ingratitude. I am not so good … I am so miserable, Lord, where wind blows, I will go there. Is not so, God, that only by Your grace I am with You?
Yes child. Without Me, you would be lost.
I feel so unreliable and such nothing. God, how much You love me … And I do not understand why.
My child, give yourself and what you feel to Me. You’re tired.
Lord, I give You these thoughts that do not help me flourish for You, because instead of thinking about Your Perfection, I think about myself. And I’m wasting my time because I could think about You, right?
Yes child. Remember that. My Spirit is telling you that. See, give Me everything, and I’ll help you right away.
I want to keep on zeal for You.
AFTER GREAT HAPPINESS, GREAT SADNESS.
I know a child, but you will have different days, after great happiness, a great sadness. Child, try not to fall into the extremes. Courb your emotions.
I’m trying, Lord. I will try. Can I ask for X?
Should X be going on taking about the apparitions and (…) about the pilgrimage?
As for the pilgrimage, let him not to speak anymore, she said once. If anyone wants to go, he will go, if not, he will feel compelled, and I do not want that. And let her not to show anger and disappointment when someone does not want to go, because she all the more discourage people. As for X, if ask – answer, if not, then no.
Thank You Lord.
Pray and sleep. I bless you, little one. Amen.
Beloved Jesus, would You like to talk to me.
Thank You Lord, You are so Beautiful… When I look at Your portrait, I want to cry out of admiration.
My little one, wait till you see Me.
My God, I am waiting for this, but I am still so unworthy that I do not know how long it will take for me to cleanse myself enough.
My little one, I will cleanse you. Wait patiently, and this day will come, because it is already decided. (…)
I understand, everything as You wish Lord. I want to do Your Blessed Will forever (…) God, I love You, God, I love You, God, I love You …
I love you too, little one. Are you Mine without boundaries?
Yes, Lord. Master, You have all of me, all my thoughts, words, deeds, will, heart, body and soul. Everything I have is Yours. I love Your reign in me.
Your words are pleasing to me, however, child your deeds are even nicer.
What should I do Lord?
You know what to do, only you got tired.
Yes, Jesus, I feel so exhausted. Strengthen me, please, because I would like to shelter myself under the bed and not come out for a week.
I know, My little one, but I have decided for you differently and you will not rest quickly.
Yes, my Jesus, I will do as You wish. I give You my laziness and fear. Take them and turn them into zeal and courage, Lord.
Very well, child. I give it to you, seeing how discouraged you are.
I am not so discouraged, Lord. I have the will, but I just feel tired and I want peacefulness. Holy Bible, Diary of saint Sister Faustina, You in the book of Blessed Anne Catherine Emmerich… only You and me… even for only one day.
Yes child, I know you need it. I will strengthen you.
Do you have any special tasks for me today, Lord?
No, do what you have planned, and I will be happy.
I know why I feel this way, it always happens when I fast. Everything is terrible and insurmountable to me.
Yes, My little one. You have difficult fasting. Child, you are not favored with special graces for fasting, that’s why your fasting is very valuable.
Thank You, Lord, my weakness is adding to Your Glory.
Yes child, now you know why I chose you so weak.
Yes, Jesus, I was thinking about it. When You give me any task: work, pain, struggle, right away I’m suffering. I cannot do anything, I’m not used to anything, I’m pampered, lazy and ungrateful.
DO NOT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, BELIEVE IN ME
Very well, my little one. This is not a confession. You still have to endure a little. (Lord Jesus keeps telling me that I should not concentrate on my shortcomings, because it leads to discouragement, instead of considering how imperfect I am, I should consider how perfect and good He is, and that way I sanctify my soul and make amends to the Lord for my shortcomings. A while ago when I felt so powerless again because of my difficult character and the inability to correct myself, I heard: “Do not believe in yourself, believe in Me”).
He did not believe. I saw it today.
Be patient. What I said, I said.
Yes Lord, that’s why I do not worry at all. Strengthen me, please. I’m so clumsy. Give me Your Spirit to work, because I feel so terribly incapable and sleepy.
Child, again you think more about your sins than about Me. Think about Me and it will heal you.
Yes Lord, I am forgetting myself. Thank You that I could help priest X today.
Yes, it is your task. You must help him all the time.
Thank You Master.
Do you see… how I love you?
Oh, Lord, I see it all the time, I see it more and more clearly.
That’s good. It is a great grace to realize My Unmeasurable Love and I gave it to you.
Thank You Jesus, thank You Savior.
Very well, child, get to work because you already have a backlog. I love you and bless you. Amen
X X X
I am listening.
May I talk to you?
Thank you for helping me with lifting, I would not be able to do anything without you.
That’s true, you do not have working skills.
Thank you all. I’m starting to like your austerity towards me a lot.
I’m not harsh, only direct. You cannot be guided by mere stroking. I must be such this way sometimes with you, or you will not listen.
I’m sorry I’m like that. I know, you tell me a lot, and I should do everything right away, but I cannot do it. My angel, recently a lot is not working for me.
I know, you have had very important events and that is why you are so distracted, but you have to slowly cleanse and focus again on the Lord, because He will not give you the new tasks until you calm down.
Okay, I’m calming down and quieting. Help me.
I’ll help, surely, I’ll help. You have me for this.
I don’t have enough time. I’d like to read very much.
You would like to sleep.
My dear… you know even what I do not know yet, and maybe I know about it only subconsciously.
I know you.
My Beloved, what should I do? I can’t drink coffee and I am unstable on my feet I am so sleepy.
Open an email, this will wake you up.
Some shocking news?
You’ll see it yourself.
Thank you. Can I ask about a few things?
Where should I hang the angels? (It is about two carved, wood angels, which I could not find a place on the wall to hang).
Do not hang them.
I don’t like them at all.
Angel Bartholomew, is it you speaking?
Yes, it is me talking. I know that your grandfather made them, but it is not done too well.
Because we don’t look like that.
But what do you not like so much?
I don’t want to be golden.
Angel Bartholomew, is it you talking?
Yes, it is me talking. Nathaniel also does not want to be out of gold. Gold is for the king, and we don’t need it.
That it is why you do not want me to hang these angels?
But the churches have golden angels?
I know, I don’t live in churches, only with you and if you want to have my representation, be it not of gold.
I will respect what you are saying of course. But tell me if these golden angels in the churches are bad?
No, they are not bad, but they should not be gold, because it is not an angel that should be worshiped, but only God and He should be surrounded by gold, not angels, because they are only a reflection of His Glory and even if they were the greatest and the most beautiful they cannot have such worship.
Because Lord Jesus is made of plaster or wood, and the angel of gold, is that right?
Just like that. This is not good.
I did not think about it, but it’s very wise what you say. Thank you. What should I do with these angels?
I do not know, do what you want, just do not tell me that it is us.
Okay, but can I hang them or not?
I’d prefer that they would not be of gold.
Very well. I will think about the remedy here. And would you like it to be painted in white?
Well then, they would be the totally different angels. Then, maybe I would like them.
But they are not like you anyway, because you are like children?
Exactly. If you want to have our images, then you must ask, and I will search it for you.
Well then. In that case, I am asking you very much, I want to have your images.
Okay. I will look for them.
I wanted to ask you about X, who died and will have a secular funeral. Should they ask for a Holy Mass in his intention? And pray?
DRAMA OF TIME OF DEATH AND FUNERAL
Of course, if they want to rescue him from hell, let them pray now. Because he has no help from nowhere, and this funeral deprives him of the last resort. Nothing, he has no help from anywhere and will be lost if you do not save him.
Is there still time?
Yes, the judgment about him is not finished yet. Pray for him a lot, because his faults against God are great.
Okay. I will offer an indulgence today.
Very good. Offer the indulgence and chaplet.
I already planned for whom to offer a Holy Mass, but maybe I should offer it for him?
He did not deserve it but offer it for him. Lord Jesus will be glad.
Thank you, dear Bartholomew. Still a question about X. Should he do a gastrointestinal examination?
Yes of course. If it can be treated, it’s should be treated. What do you want? First you eat anything, then you want to be all miraculously healed? Let him not be afraid, rather let him offer this suffering to Jesus, and Lord Jesus will help him to go through it. Nothing will happen to him, and examination is needed.
Thank you, my beloved Angel Bartholomew, my treasure.
For sure, I am your treasure. I am with you Agnes and I really like to help you, don’t you know?
I know, you told me that. Help me, please, because I am very weak, and I cannot help myself.
I know, I will be helping you, but talk to me more often, then I will prompt you more. Because I love you. I don’t want you to think that I’m so harsh and that I do not like you. I love you very much and I am happy when I see how you are trying. Myself and Nathaniel will help you with everything, because we love you and because you are our soul; given to us by the Lord for protection.
TALK TO ME MORE OFTEN
Thank you, my beloved Bartholomew, and Nathaniel. I am very grateful to God for you and for your help and love.
Do I now have ten angels for the End Times for saying a novena?
And how many should I collect before I could begin to give them away?
For you 50 is needed, but not yet, so for now you can take one for yourself and give one away.
And then someday you will tell me about them, what is their function?
I can tell you now. They are God’s special grace for the End Times. This is the grace flowing from the Time of Divine Mercy over the world. Such horrible things will come that if anyone does not have God’s arm with him, he will not survive. The Lord Jesus gives special hosts to those whom He seals for Himself, but You can also ask Yourself for angels in this way, or the one You asked for by Nathaniel, who helps me a lot.
ANGELS FOR THE END TIMES
Oh, but these angels are also for now to help in conversion, and not just defend when satan will go crazy?
Yes, these angels are very helpful also now, because this is the End Time and they, from the great grace of Mercy of God are converting the last people. Then they remain with these people and defend them, but it is given that firstly they must convert.
THE ANGELS ARE CONVERTING PEOPLE
And how many angels are needed for X?
Hard to say. These are very strong angels, do not think you need 50, because they are weak. But you do not realize how powerful the power of hell will prevail over the earth. For every angel you ask for X, satan sends two devils equally powerful and the war for souls continues.
WAR FOR SOULS
But does it sound like there was no chance to snatch them out if the number is balanced all the time?
No, it is not that. Devilish forces are not limitless. Satan has great aids, but when he sees that you will not let him go and he is wasting a soul for which you will not give up and you will continue sending angels, he will move his devils somewhere where he will have easier prey, but when this moment of breaking will occur, I will not tell you.
DEVILISH FORCES ARE NOT LIMITLESS
I understand it all. But you are wise. You know everything about it. Thank you tremendously. You explained a lot to me.
You see for yourself how helpful I am. And you, do you love me also a little? Other people love their angels.
You know, that I beloved you. You are such a support and help for me… I beloved you very much and I would not exchange you for any other angel, and certainly not for less austere.
That’s good, finally I feel appreciated. I bless you, Agnes. That’s all what was said, I am telling this to you, your guardian Angel Bartholomew. I bless you and the work of the Lord in you. Amen.
I am here, child.
Lord, I’m sorry that I’m slow. I do nothing except what you have commanded me to do, and I did only one thing from the list.
ASK ANGELS FOR HELP
I told you. Ask the angels for help, because you cannot do it yourself.
Once again, I forgot. God, grant me a better memory because I am forgetting everything. I do want to remember Your teachings and feel that they are flying out. Am I missing a lot of things from what you ask me to do?
You try as much as you can. I know it, but the works that I perform through you are great, so you have to work faster.
So only with the help of angels I can work better and faster?
Yes child, you have many of them to help. Do not waste this gift. You do not even know how much they help.
Very well Lord. Somehow, I have to write down in order to remember; that I should ask them for help before each undertaking.
Okay, what do you want to ask?
First about priest X? How is he to persevere with his challenging superior?
Yes, he has a difficult situation. I know that. However, I did not send him there accidentally, so let him carry out his mission persistently and I will reward him.
YOU ARE SAVING THIS PARISH
Write My child: My son, My priest, if I would tell you that you are saving this parish, will it be easier for you to endure those suffering for Me?
PRIEST, ENDURE TO THE END
I will not give up on these people because it is difficult for you. Did I give up My Passion because it was difficult for me? No. I persevered till the end. And you endure to the end and you will get your reward. Everything that happens is happening through My Will so accept it with love same as I did.
OFFER TO ME YOUR SUFFERINGS
Offer up to Me your suffering for the salvation of this parish, because I do not have anyone there to help Me, only you. Hold on, and when I acknowledge that you have suffered enough, I will take you away from there. Now convert souls for Me there, because for this purpose I have sent you, and in difficult moments think of My Passion, as I have offered Myself and My entire life for you. So also, I have sent you to sacrifice yourself for them to Me. It is a great grace when you can suffer persecution together with Me. Do it with love. Remember that I am with you in every suffering. Do not pay attention to what they say to you, but only to what I have told you. Persevere. Your sufferings have their ending. I am a Merciful God for souls who love me. Persevere with me X, my beloved son. I bless you for all your days. Amen.
Thank You, Beloved Savior, will you tell him more about his father, because this priest asks if his father will recover?
Hmm… I will not tell you this. Children, I give you suffering as My favors. Where is your faith!? Trust Me! Don’t I, Almighty God, Creator of all life, know what I’m doing !? Which is the best way? Mine, or some other one? What I decide will take place, and you do not excuse yourself from suffering, because I will give you all eternity in happiness for this handful of suffering on earth.
Thank you, Master. It is sometimes difficult for a weak person to look far away when the suffering is felt so close.
Am I far away!? I am with you every day and I am coming down from Heaven to suffer with you and for you during every Holy Mass!
Yes, my God, forgive me for my stupidity. I do not know what I’m saying.
I know child, you want words of consolation for him, but this type of words will not strengthen him. You also, trust in Me. What I say is sacred.
Yes, I know God. Forgive me. My Holy God I have stirred You up. I apologize for my pride, because You are always in the first place together with what You decide, not the people. Forgive me for my infidelity. It is out of my stupidity Lord, and not out of my ill will.
It’s okay now. I know child that you did not mean it. Come to Me, do not cry. I’m not angry at you. I love you. Come to Me, child.
Lord Jesus hugged me and let me explain myself. He stroked my head and talked, but I cannot quote words. After a moment, we continue to talk.
I’m listening to you?
I have two more questions, but if it is not a good moment, I will ask you some other time?
No, ask now.
Jesus, should X go to study in college (…)?
HE IS MINE
You know my answer. His place is with Me. No other studies make sense and I will not bless him in anything and he will experience misery until he comes back to Me.
Okay Lord, I will pass it to him this way. Your Will Lord.
Don’t you want to ask anymore?
Lord, You promised me (…). What should I ask for? Your Word is eternal and unchangeable, and I trust You blindly.
It’s good child because I do not like doubters. Do your part and I will fulfill my promise.
Thank you, Lord. Are you still upset by me?
No child, not by you. You are my consolation. Even if you go astray, the streams of your tears will erase your guilt before I remember it towards you.
Beloved God, thank You. You are so good. I love You. Your suffering is terrible, and I am not helping You enough.
YOU WILL BE SUFFERING WITH ME
You will suffer with Me. This is a great grace and I do not give it to everyone, so consider in your heart how I beloved you
God, I think about it constantly and I will never understand it, why me, so unworthy, You give me such an incomprehensible love. The King of the world loves me. I do not have to understand anything. It is enough for me to know that I am serving You and I am helping You and nothing more matters.
I LOVE SOULS THAT DO NOT BECOME ALOFT IN THEIR MINDS
My little one… I love your childish soul. Pleasing to Me are such souls who do not become aloft with their minds, who do not even try to understand My works, but accept them with humility in their lack of understanding.
FAITH AND TRUST
This is faith. This is the trust I expect of you. What I reveal to you, and still only a few get this grace, this is the tiny hem of my secrets.
KNOWLEDGE IS DEAD WITHOUT MY SPIRIT
You will not understand Me, because I am Infinite and eternal God, and you are only My creation. Only by loving Me you can come to the truth and discover My secrets. Knowledge and human reason will do nothing here. Knowledge is dead without My Spirit.
Thank you, Lord. I apologize for these questions. Somehow, I feel that you did not want to talk about it today?
It’s good that you’re asking questions. If I am angry, it is because you do not trust Me. After what I’ve done for you, after all these years, you still do not trust Me. Did I hurt someone? I care for you and I cherish you children, and you think of Me as being mad?
God! Not at all! Is it You who is talking?
Yes, child, you do not comprehend Me, but instead of trusting Me, because of how I had given up Myself on the cross for you, you still murmur among yourself.
I’m sorry, Lord. Forgive us, the unbelievers, and Pharisees of our time.
UNBELIEVERS AND PHARISEES
My little one… if you only knew how they impede Me… They do not build My Kingdom, that’s not enough, they even impede others to not build. And thus, they persecute Me. I am Jesus who You are persecuting! Remember these words when I come to you in My anger!
Lord, Your anger is terrifying. God’s resentment is terrible. You suffered so much and still suffer for us ungrateful.
My beloved child, My little one, you love Me…
I love You very much, but I am hurting You too and I regret it very much.
Not so My child, You do not hurt Me. The wounds that you have given Me have been healed long time ago, and now satisfy Me for those who hurt Me constantly. Do you understand your task?
To love You for all those who do not love You?
Yes child. I bless you. Go in peace. Amen.
God, Beloved Jesus, are you here with me?
I am here child.
I am sorry that I am an unbeliever and today I have wasted Your grace.
Child, I know. You do not see me clearly, but only your faith can make that you will see.
Oh God, give me strong faith. I will not be able to increase it by myself. Lord, You, mount up for me. What should I do?
Child, you cannot doubt. This is not your imagination. You are under impression that you still see Us, because We are still with you, but surrender to Me completely. Child, do not let Me see you being discouraged.
Oh God, give me the Graces of the Holy Spirit. I, myself do not know anything, I am not capable of anything, I cannot do anything.
Well, I see that today I have to strengthen you child. But trust Me. Don’t you know that I will provide everything that you need? Whether it’s material or spiritual food, you’ll get it.
God, have You decided about me and despite my weak nature and faith, will I fulfill Your Will to the end?
Yes, child. You will do everything that I have decided for you. Your weak will cannot stand in the way of My eternal plans.
Thank you, Lord. I’m counting only on You. Do as You wish with me. I give myself totally to You together with all of my imperfection.
I accept your gift. Child, I know that it is difficult for you to accept it, because the works that I will fulfill through you are great, but I have chosen you and you will receive graces for the completion of the apostolate.
Oh God, I desire this. What should I do? Lead me so I would listen to You in everything and with small steps accomplish Your every thought about me.
My little one, I’m leading you. Child, do not be afraid. I will not let you fall. Your weakness gives Me Glory. Look at Me.
Lord Jesus was in front of me in a white robe and a hooded cloak, as it was worn in His time. He took my head in both hands, kissed my forehead and said:
“I am Jesus Christ and I love you.”
Dear Jesus, I know that it is You. But I feel so little and I see so little. My love seems so weak to me, as well as feeling You here. I have to believe so strongly in order to see You.
I DO NOT LEAVE YOU EVEN FOR A MOMENT
Child, have patience. I will give you everything you ask for and you will see Me very clearly as you cannot even dream. I am already here with you, here on earth, and you child commune with Me as you asked for, as your heavenly reward. Don’t you feel that I live with you and do not leave you even for a moment?
I thought that sometimes You are departing and then are returning.
No child, I never leave you, but sometimes you have the grace to feel Me and sometimes you do not.
Lord, why then my heart is so dry?
THE GRACE OF DESIRING GOD
It is not dry, child, but I have given you the grace of an even greater desire for Me, so that what you were feeling before seems to you as a desert.
God, how difficult is Your teaching. Take my unworthiness and unbelief. Make me a beloved and faithful disciple, so that I may be only a consolation and never a disappointment to You.
TO BE CONSECRATED TO GOD
My little one, you are My consolation. How many times did I tell you this? Do you not know that I, the Lord, have no greater liking than dwelling in the soul that is consecrated to Me?
Yes, my God. You know that I love You and I offer You all these spiritual sufferings
Good, child. Give Me everything. Child, you will suffer just as I suffered.
Yes God, everything as You desire. Lord, strengthen me, I feel so weak.
Child, I will strengthen you, but you have to suffer a little for Me. Agnes, do you want this?
That’s good. I bless you, child. Depart in peace. Amen.
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LORD, SCORCH ME
Holy God, I have sinned against You. I am a poor dust from which nothing depends. Lord, I am unworthy of pronouncing Your Name. Forgive me the anger and impatience through which I have hurt You today. Jesus, scorch Me with Your Love, so I would not be able to hurt You. I regret it, because I called your Name in anger. Lord, I’m confessing repentantly because I cursed. I have not sinned in such a way for so long and I thought that I was a little bit better, but I’m not at all. By Your grace I am better. God, I do not deserve anything from You and I am the most unworthy of Your graces, but through Your Mercy, Son of God, I apologize to You and I am calling for Your forgiveness. Let me prostrate in front of You in the Holy Confession because I have soiled my soul, in which is Your dwelling.
THE ENEMY KNOWS HOW TO HURT YOU
Beloved child… will Your God leave you? No. I’m still here. Child, you are so weak. These are temptations directed to you. The enemy knows how to hurt you. Child, you must be more careful so that he would not use your bad inclinations.
IMPATIENCE – ANGER – SIN
Do not allow yourself to be impatient, because it leads to anger, and from there it is difficult to turn back without sins.
It is impossible Lord. Anger already is a sin.
ANGER LEADS TO SIN, EVIL WISHING, CURSING AND BLASPHEMIES
Yes child, anger is a condition that leads to sin, evil wishing, cursing and blasphemies. Child, refrain from anger, because it easily takes control over you.
God, how immense is Your Mercy, that You are still talking to me and explaining this to me, and I offended You so much.
TRIAL IS PERFECTING YOU
My little one, you’re so weak. I allow many trials for you, and a lot of them touch your soul, only perfecting it. Child, today, I have allowed this trial for you, so to strengthen you in the endurance of your obstacles. Child, you have no inkling of the virtue of patience at all.
Lord, I know it. I am sorry. Forgive me for letting you down. God, I’m prostrating at Your feet because of my harshness and stupidity, I thought that I was better and I’m the same, only You will not let me sin anymore.
YOUR HUMILITY PURIFIES YOUR SOUL
Yes child. You know how to please Me. Your humility purifies your soul. I cannot be angry with a child who, with such confidence, despite offenses and shame, comes to Me, that’s why I forgive you this sin and I do not remember it again towards you anymore.
God, thank you. I am Your debtor forever.
HE HAS HAD MORE DIFFICULT TRIALS TODAY THAN YOU
Well, since you know that I forgave you, go now and pray for him, because he has had more difficult trials today than you, and you child promised him to pray.
Very well Lord. I will. Be glorified forever in Your Immeasurable Mercy.
Jesus, Lord Almighty, I am sorry for my sins. Will You want to talk to me?
Yes, I want this.
Forgive me, Lord, I think the whole hordes (of evil spirits) are tormenting me because I’m getting worse. Please forgive me.
Yes child. I allowed it on you. I know it is hard for you, but you must persevere through it. Ask My Mother for help, because they will not give you peace these days. You will suffer for My holy works.
I want to suffer for my sins and for Your works, but help me, let me not sin and offend You.
THESE ARE DIFFICULT TESTS FOR YOUR TEMPERAMENT
My little one, I know that you feel abandoned. I have not left you, My beloved servant. I know how weak you are, and these are hard tests for your temperament.
God, is it You, who is talking?
GIFT OF PURITY
Yes child. You are getting easily upset, and they just want to torment you now this way, because I did not let the spirits of impurity pursue you.
Thank You God, those were the most disgusting.
Child, I know. You have endured it with dignity, and you will bear this test also with dignity. Just keep in mind that you suffer for Me, and all that they want, is for you to say a word against Me.
Lord, is it as it was in the church today?
Yes child, they almost broke you today.
They fooled me, I thought that I was thinking correctly, and that was a trap of pride.
SPEAK TO ME IN SIMPLE WORDS
Yes child. You must be attentive. Speak to Me in simple words and do not give in to revealing thoughts, because where man himself wants to shine, there satan willingly helps him. Stay humble and low just as I have taught you.
Very well Lord. Thank You for having a word of comfort for me again when I deserve a reprimand. Thank You. Be glorified the Savior of the world.
Look what they are doing… Child, see this devilish technique. They torment you so much that you do not feel worthy of talking to Me and you distance yourself away from Me. Do you see that? I am for you. Child, I do not reject you. It is you who are distancing yourself from Me because of your sins.
God, because I feel so sinful. How can I say to You that I adore You when in a moment something irritates me again. Your true servant is not behaving like that. For You, what counts are deeds and I feel that I do not have the right to speak beautifully to You when I am as such.
Jesus, chase away the evil spirits that are tormenting me presently.
My child, I love you incessantly and live in you. The fact that you feel so sinful, I have allowed because you are pleasing to Me. Do not stop trusting Me infinitely when you feel guilty and regret your sins. Do not stop loving Me and talking to Me affectionately. I am the same and immutable and I love you immensly. Can you overcome this?
Beloved God, with Your help I can do everything.
Well, now I like you this way. Trust Me infinitely. Smile to Me. You must believe that I love you and do not abandon you, even when you show disobedience and oppose me. Child, I know your soul. You are so weak that if you saw how miserable you are compared to My Majesty, you would stop thinking about yourself at all.
God, show me my misery, so that I will always think only about You. Why am I thinking about myself? I don’t want that.
THROW YOURSELF INTO MY ARMS
My child, you will get these graces. Trust My Merciful Heart that It never rejects you. Even when you feel like this now, throw yourself into My Arms, call Me and lean on Me, because you cannot do it alone.
THINK ABOUT HOW GOOD I AM
Do not think about how unworthy you are, but about how Good I am, that I take in those who turn away from Me, not to mention those weak and miserable beings who are just like you child. Do you love your God?
Yes, God, I love You immensely. I am distressed that I cannot give You anything. I have no strength to give You anything. I have nothing, and I cannot be better.
My child. I beloved you madly. Do you believe in My Love for you?
Yes, God, You love me beyond life.
Why then are you afraid of Me today?
Lord, my sinfulness is not allowing me to approach You.
COMPREHENDING THE MYSTERY OF MY MERCY
No child, it is not sinfulness, but non-understanding of the mystery of My Mercy. So what, that you sin? I do not count your sins. Will I manage to remember your sins when you constantly are apologizing to Me? I do not remember anything. Why, oh why, my child, don’t you come to me with confidence? Did I hurt you at any time?
Never, my God. You only have love for me, always open arms to cuddle me, You love me so much.
Exactly. Do not be afraid of your sinful nature, but trust in My Mercy. Child, do you understand this?
Yes, Lord, I am receiving a lesson from You. Today, You taught me how satan works and how people judge themselves and leave You, even though You do not condemn them at all. And this is the work of satan, that they do not believe that You do not get angry if they only regret, but believe, that you are abhorred in your Immaculate Holiness.
THE MYSTERY OF GOD’S LOVE
Yes child. Not everyone thinks he is so unworthy, but everyone thinks that I am just waiting to punish and give new restrictions. Nobody believes in My Love, and I have died on the cross so that you would not think about Me in this way, so that you will see how I love you, and how dear every soul is to Me.
God, thank You for this lesson. Now I see how easily I let myself to be deceived and believe the devil, that You are angry at me and punish me and I should not even dare to speak to You.
Yes child. The more sinful you feel, the more I cuddle you to My Holy Heart. I will not let you go. So, rest in peace. Child, absorb My teachings, because important matters are waiting for when you will mature and I will be able to act through you as I have decided.
Thank You Ageless, Holy God. I want to do everything for You as You will give to me. I love You, I adore You, and despite my great unworthiness, I throw myself at Your Feet, Lord. Take me and love me, because I have nothing left but one desire. To be with You forever!
My little one… I see that you have learned the lesson. Now I can leave you.
Jesus, I just wanted to apologize that I was impatient with confession and did not wait as You told me and I made an appointment on Saturday because I got mixed up. What I should do now? Cancel or go?
Because I wanted to go on the first Saturday for Our Lady.
Child, on the first Saturday you will not have time for that. I need your focus, and you will be very distracted.
Jesus, Beloved of my heart, can’t one celebrate the first Saturdays of the month for the Mother of God at this time?
No, it is better if will you also offer Holy Confession. You will go in a month. You are so weak that you need My Sacrament. (…)
Okay, my God. Thank you.
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St. Faustina, I’m sorry I did not talk to you yesterday, but I totally could not do it.
I know, I saw what was happening to you.
Saint sister Faustina, will you agree to be my guide in my mission?
CONFESSOR – HUGE SUPPORT
Of course. I will willingly help you. Don’t think that I do not like you. I know well what you are experiencing, but I was lonely too and nobody understood Me. You still do not have a true confessor, but you’ll see the difference when you will have him, it’s a huge support.
Thank you very much. Saint Faustina, you were just better than me from the beginning. I started from the bottom.
My dear Agnes, do not succumb to them (evil spirits). They will especially tell you that you are the worst and you are not fit for it, but regardless of your sins, the Lord has called you and you must serve the best you can.
I’m trying, but I’m still far away. Please, help me with your prayers and advice.
THIS PATH IS PAINFUL BUT BEAUTIFUL
Very well. I will be happy to support you. Do not be afraid. This path is painful but beautiful.
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM
It leads straight into His Arms, and I know how you desire it, because I did not understand anything but that I could not live without Him. It’s enough. Believe me.
Thank you, beloved Saint Faustina. This is my consolation. I am quite scared. And everything is so incomprehensible. Can I ask you, saint sister, have you seen the Lord quite clearly always, or in visions like me, I have twice? How did you see Him?
Sometimes in visions, and sometimes quite simply. He just was. He suddenly stood in front of me and I saw Him completely clear. Not like you. You feel a lot but see less.
Exactly. At times, it’s hard for me to know if I am seeing, and while I am writing that I see-, I am thinking that people will presume that I have seen, and I, myself do not know whether I saw it or felt it.
WORLD INVISIBLE TO THE EYES
Agnes, dearest friend, since you describe what you saw, you obviously saw it, because how else could you describe it? Your friend, an eminent priest, explained it to you well enough that you must believe harder. (Saint Faustina talks about Father Teofil Bogucki, spiritual guide of Saint Father Jerzy Popiełuszko, who was a close friend of our family, baptized me, and recently helped me with advice … I just came back from church when I heard his voice. so, he introduced himself and explained to me that I should not be afraid to trust the Lord, that I must believe in the visions I have, because without my strong faith, the Lord cannot act in me. Great faith is necessary, and I have to pray for it a lot).
THE FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT IS FAITH
This is the world of spirit. The world that is invisible to the eyes. Only with spirit can you see everything in this world, and the food of the spirit is faith.
Thank you, dear sister Faustina. You helped me a lot. Stay with me and help me please, no matter how unworthy, unaware and ungrateful I am, okay?
Okay, my little friend. St. Faustina is your sure guide and friend since today. Take my hand, for Lord has prepared you great works. You do not even know what’s going to happen. Trust Him by loving Him and He will guide you. The devoted handmaid of Jesus and your friend – saint sister Faustyna Kowalska. I will hear and see you. Be healthy Agnes and remember that after each rain the sun comes out. Amen.
Thank you, dear sister. I have a holy sister in heaven.
You have. You got me. We’re going to be friends. That’s for sure. I greet you again and now I leave because the Lord Jesus cannot wait. I love you and bless you. Amen.
At that moment, I felt that Saint. Faustina stood next to me on the right, she leaned over me and kissed me on the forehead with a quick gesture and ran to her affairs and disappeared. Lower voice, quiet, calm.